I wish to live in my own world, the world tat only for mi, i don have to care how other feel, how other think, how other see........
doing something that is so high above mi, is beyond my reach..... pulling and pushing myself so hard and hurting myself, i only would end up not be happy at all..
i just wish to go for the easier one, the simple one...
but, the world is not living just for mi, i got to think of alot of things..........
so to be fair, a normal and simple one?
but, how would other still see?
not high enough? so low? so simple? so useless -_-"
haiz, life really complicated.... just like ver say....
somehow, even u did the best, u go for the best.... the most good, top grade de....... still "someone" will saying its NOT good enough.....
yes, they have the right to give comment,
but, when u are doing so so so hard on it, u spend so so so much time on it, spending all ur heart into it, and yet getting a bad comment, u know how it feel? i hate the feel!
i mind! really mind alot how other see, & wat others say........
yes, ppl might not say infront of mi, of cus! but deep in my heart, i know, 100% they will, just behind our back........
Yes, im emo, very, i rather don let anyone see, just u and mi, it will make mi happier......
but, i know, i cant be......... the world is not for only u and mi... so i still have to face it......................
Sometime i really wish, and feel tat, i should not think so much? & if i don think, &&& don know how to think, &&&& now, I 'm already ur happy "one" wahahahaha =x
her sweet memory was written @9:26 AM
Sunday, April 04, 2010
thur went movie with ver... miss those time.......... lolx... really miss those time, how i wish i can 4ever stay in Student life..... lolx....
friday, went john little sales cum MPH sales with dajie, the sales...... the Q... the ppl.... -_-" super lot... the longest expo sales Q i ever saw -_-"
sat, went bai bai, then steamboat at uncle house. wahaha. fat fat =x
sat it my unlucky day. -_-" dam unlucky day, nvm
today sunday, all unlucky throw away, wahaha.. today, wake liao be house auntie.. do this do tat.. then after do thing liao leh, on my lappy,
so long never use my lappy. lolx.
then.. cos just so long never use, there is so many thing kanna block. -_-"
haiz... then been fixing the whole afternoon,, fix till cannot tahan. went to sleep at 5+++
wake at 7... then brain more awake liao......... asked my erjie hub y y y... then notice something i deleted... so tats y -_-"''
wasted my whole afternoon fix some dum thing, till now then can blog. wth -_-"''
now going dinner liao, if not later
her sweet memory was written @8:12 PM
Thursday, April 01, 2010
Im so happy today~~~ its april~~~ april~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
finally its april~~~ waahahahaha~~~~
& im so dum fool~~~~~~~~~
lolx. wahahahaha.
today mood good good... cos its april!!!
later gonna go movie with ver, so looking forward to it!
hehe
her sweet memory was written @9:25 AM
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
if now, u are on the steet, and u only left with $10
and... the 10, u need it to buy a very important gift..... and need it by today, all atm is spoil, the place u wanna buy the gift de, only accept cash,
and u seriously need buy the present by today, its gonna be out of stock after today.....
and a old auntie tell u she is hungry, she ask u can u give her u $10, wat would u do?
give her? or say no.............
somehow, i don know, i believe some ppl will keep for themself, "who care that old lady"?
but i will give her wat i have.........
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ when u earn le, how much would u spend on ur parent? how much u would spend on urself? how offen would u bring ur family out to eat?
how much a house cost? how much a car cost? how much dose it cost our mum to bring us till so big?
$$$$$ everything $$$$$ $$$ is not the most important to choose between family and $$$ i will choose family
but without $$, how long can u last?
i do wanna to be rich, but to become rich, i would lost wat i have, i would rather live who i am...... i don need to be rich, i just wanna live simple, but....
i do have aim
i aim for wat i wan i do have dream and it take time for us to save to get wat we can get......
and for some reason, yes i do wish to get my own stuff, but, cos of $$$ i cant affort, i only can get 1 at a time, aim for my happiness, dream for my dream world
rich ppl got rich ppl life, rich ppl way of plan, and rich ppl stuff,
im not rich i only can go for budget
to have a wonderful life, who don wan.......... to have a wonderful plan, who don wan........
but i know where i stand, and i know how much i belong......
so i accept wat i have...............
i hate it, now adays, even dear notice i change... i wanna go for more and more........
and im expecting more dream... i know i would never get wat i wan..... working hard and for to get the "more" dream would only end up hurting myself... and even dear........................
so to get wat i dream, i should get wat i aim first??????
don understand nvm -_-" i also don knwo wat im saying....... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
if life can be simple, i wish to be the most simple...... but, i believe here would be alot ppl saying behine my back if so.... wat can i do?
go for wat i wan? and don care wat ppl say?
but would i regret 1 day? i don know i really don know
her sweet memory was written @5:19 PM
its 30 mar~~~ Every 30th i would think of u..... its the 1st time, the 30th, i cant reach u..... lolx.......
her sweet memory was written @10:01 AM
Monday, March 29, 2010
Yesterday early early wake, went to cousin de Rom.... well well,
after tat leh, my cousin ride mi back hm... had a nice nice afternoon sleep. cos not nap. i sleep for more then 2 hr. -_-"
wake up tat time, already 5... so i sleep for 5 hr.
-_-"
wake up liao i wash my darling. then cook mee mee eat. then.... watch tv. then sleep again
-_-"
ya. pig. but.. so so so shiok...
hahaha. yesterday nite i had a nice dream a sweet dream....
:)
i miss dear... did u dream of mi? lolx....
guess i shall slow down my blog, cos no point everyday blogging here my feeling. -_-" cos im feeling the same everyday.
Empty..........
her sweet memory was written @9:29 AM
Thursday, March 25, 2010
Wat else can i say. nth much....... im still here, countdown for u to be back -_-"
saying tat it will be fast. it really easy to say....... just 22 more day to go, but.... seriously, its not -_-"
her sweet memory was written @11:09 AM
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
sat, went to tamp eat + watch movie lolx, a "best" movie my whole life ever watched b4... wahahhaa. -_-"
i told dear dear, i guess i went into the wrong theater... -_-"
kao... whole show, ppl laugh and laugh. mi leh, moving here and there, just wanna get out of the sit.... so so so -_-"
well. yesterday, send dear dear.... so so so... well well well... i gonna count down...
24 dayssss~~~~ very fast de :) hehe ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Althought u are so far, so far aways from mi......... but, U are always there.......
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I did something dam stupid i know, i don mean it. -_-" i did do my research! but... i also don know y the outcome is like tat. wasted $$$$ haiz........
her sweet memory was written @ 9:26 AM
