Pinky`Eve

2010-05-12T09:26:00.004+08:00

I wish to live in my own world,
the world tat only for mi,
i don have to care how other feel,
how other think,
how other see........

doing something that is so high above mi,
is beyond my reach.....
pulling and pushing myself so hard and hurting myself,
i only would end up not be happy at all..

i just wish to go for the easier one,
the simple one...

but,
the world is not living just for mi,
i got to think of alot of things..........

so to be fair,
a normal and simple one?

but,
how would other still see?

not high enough?
so low?
so simple?
so useless
-_-"

haiz,
life really complicated....
just like ver say....

somehow,
even u did the best,
u go for the best....
the most good,
top grade de.......
still "someone" will saying its NOT good enough.....

yes,
they have the right to give comment,

but,
when u are doing so so so hard on it,
u spend so so so much time on it,
spending all ur heart into it,
and yet getting a bad comment,
u know how it feel?
i hate the feel!

i mind!
really mind alot how other see,
& wat others say........

yes,
ppl might not say infront of mi,
of cus!
but deep in my heart,
i know,
100% they will,
just behind our back........

Yes,
im emo,
very,
i rather don let anyone see,
just u and mi,
it will make mi happier......

but,
i know,
i cant be.........
the world is not for only u and mi...
so i still have to face it......................

Sometime i really wish,
and feel tat,
i should not think so much?
& if i don think,
&&& don know how to think,
&&&& now,
I 'm already ur happy "one"
wahahahaha =x

2010-04-04T20:12:00.002+08:00

thur went movie with ver...
miss those time..........
lolx...
really miss those time,
how i wish i can 4ever stay in Student life.....
lolx....

friday,
went john little sales cum MPH sales with dajie,
the sales......
the Q...
the ppl....
-_-"
super lot...
the longest expo sales Q i ever saw -_-"

sat,
went bai bai,
then steamboat at uncle house.
wahaha.
fat fat =x

sat
it my unlucky day.
-_-"
dam unlucky day,
nvm

today sunday,
all unlucky throw away,
wahaha..
today,
wake liao be house auntie..
do this do tat..
then
after do thing liao leh,
on my lappy,

so long never use my lappy.
lolx.

then..
cos just so long never use,
there is so many thing kanna block.
-_-"

haiz...
then been fixing the whole afternoon,,
fix till cannot tahan.
went to sleep at 5+++

wake at 7...
then brain more awake liao.........
asked my erjie hub y y y...
then notice something i deleted...
so tats y -_-"''

wasted my whole afternoon fix some dum thing,
till now then can blog.
wth -_-"''

now going dinner liao,
if not later

2010-04-01T09:25:00.001+08:00

Im so happy today~~~
its april~~~
april~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

finally its april~~~
waahahahaha~~~~

& im so dum fool~~~~~~~~~

lolx.
wahahahaha.

today mood good good...
cos its april!!!

later gonna go movie with ver,
so looking forward to it!

hehe

2010-03-30T17:19:00.004+08:00

if now,
u are on the steet,
and u only left with $10

and...
the 10,
u need it to buy a very important gift.....
and need it by today,
all atm is spoil,
the place u wanna buy the gift de,
only accept cash,

and u seriously need buy the present by today,
its gonna be out of stock after today.....

and a old auntie tell u she is hungry,
she ask u can u give her u $10,
wat would u do?

give her?
or say no.............

somehow,
i don know,
i believe some ppl will keep for themself,
"who care that old lady"?

but i will give her wat i have.........

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
when u earn le,
how much would u spend on ur parent?
how much u would spend on urself?
how offen would u bring ur family out to eat?

how much a house cost?
how much a car cost?
how much dose it cost our mum to bring us till so big?

$$$$$ everything $$$$$
$$$ is not the most important
to choose between family and $$$
i will choose family

but without $$,
how long can u last?

i do wanna to be rich,
but to become rich,
i would lost wat i have,
i would rather live who i am......
i don need to be rich,
i just wanna live simple,
but....

i do have aim

i aim for wat i wan
i do have dream
and it take time for us to save to get wat we can get......

and for some reason,
yes i do wish to get my own stuff,
but,
cos of $$$
i cant affort,
i only can get 1 at a time,
aim for my happiness,
dream for my dream world

rich ppl got rich ppl life,
rich ppl way of plan,
and rich ppl stuff,

im not rich
i only can go for budget

to have a wonderful life,
who don wan..........
to have a wonderful plan,
who don wan........

but i know where i stand,
and i know how much i belong......

so i accept wat i have...............

i hate it,
now adays,
even dear notice i change...
i wanna go for more and more........

and im expecting more dream...
i know i would never get wat i wan.....
working hard and for to get the "more" dream
would only end up hurting myself...
and even dear........................

so to get wat i dream,
i should get wat i aim first??????

don understand nvm
-_-"
i also don knwo wat im saying.......
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

if life can be simple,
i wish to be the most simple......
but,
i believe here would be alot ppl saying behine my back if so....
wat can i do?

go for wat i wan?
and don care wat ppl say?

but would i regret 1 day?
i don know i really don know

2010-03-30T10:01:00.001+08:00

its 30 mar~~~
Every 30th i would think of u.....
its the 1st time,
the 30th,
i cant reach u.....
lolx.......

2010-03-29T09:29:00.003+08:00

Yesterday early early wake,
went to cousin de Rom....
well well,

after tat leh,
my cousin ride mi back hm...
had a nice nice afternoon sleep.
cos not nap.
i sleep for more then 2 hr.
-_-"

wake up tat time,
already 5...
so i sleep for 5 hr.

-_-"

wake up liao i wash my darling.
then cook mee mee eat.
then....
watch tv.
then sleep again

-_-"

ya.
pig.
but..
so so so shiok...

hahaha.
yesterday nite i had a nice dream
a sweet dream....

:)

i miss dear...
did u dream of mi?
lolx....

guess i shall slow down my blog,
cos no point everyday blogging here my feeling.
-_-"
cos im feeling the same everyday.

Empty..........

2010-03-25T11:09:00.002+08:00

Wat else can i say.
nth much.......
im still here,
countdown for u to be back
-_-"

saying tat it will be fast.
it really easy to say.......
just 22 more day to go,
but....
seriously,
its not -_-"

2010-03-23T15:21:00.003+08:00

sat,
went to tamp eat + watch movie
lolx,
a "best" movie my whole life ever watched b4...
wahahhaa.
-_-"

i told dear dear,
i guess i went into the wrong theater...
-_-"

kao...
whole show,
ppl laugh and laugh.
mi leh,
moving here and there,
just wanna get out of the sit....
so so so -_-"

well.
yesterday,
send dear dear....
so so so...
well well well...
i gonna count down...

24 dayssss~~~~
very fast de :)
hehe
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Althought u are so far,
so far aways from mi.........
but,
U are always there.......

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I did something dam stupid
i know,
i don mean it.
-_-"
i did do my research!
but...
i also don know y the outcome is like tat.
wasted $$$$
haiz........

im so so so so dum -_-"

2010-03-18T12:44:00.002+08:00

Yesterday around 10++ then reach home.
so tired.
-_-"
after work,
went to boonlay there meet dear.
eat and pass him thing lo.

hmmmm
today wake at 7...
cos cook cook lo,
yesterday mum cook de food,
didnt finish........
so morning wake to cook lo.

now eating my yummy food~~~

save $$ + never waste food wor

2010-03-17T00:10:00.004+08:00

today went for eye check up
with ahyi and jing,
b4 tat,
we go there for our lunch!
:D eat cheese mee!

After check up
we went walk walk!
Then uncle say he wanna go the LV shop,
i was like!
Wow!
Jing also wow!
But end up! He 4get his card!
So didnt go -.-

went to eat eat even hm got cook :D
eat crab crab
&!
My fav bambooooooooo !!!

After eat eat
went sing K.K with mum

then!

Well
im dam f tired now! But!
I WANNA BLOG!
Cos im ANGRY!!

Just now took a fucking cab!
Donno wtf the uncle doing!
He off the aircon!
Nvm

maybe he is cold!
Understandable!
But!
He drive at 40/km!

Even learning driving also drive at least of 50/km!!!
Don tell me he don know how to drive!!
I dam fucking angry!
I keep tell myself!
Cool down!
He old!

But when we reach!
He very fast on back air con!
I so fuck angry!

I feel like asking him!
No aircon got discount?!?!?
Bus no aircon got cheaper!
And i take cab!
Pay even more!
Off aircon!
Should at least let us know befor hand right!
Angry!
Dam angry!

Reach hm,
rm de door lock -.-
pui!
Sway!
Pui pui pui!!!

The room door spoil!
Dam f sway!
Lucky never cross road today!
So sway!
Later kanna bang die die!

Kao!
I wanna sleep liao!
Dam sway!
Hope wont sleep till die -.-

2010-03-13T22:58:00.003+08:00

If,

its so important,

how long would u wait?

if,

its so important,

would u wait for someone to do it for u?

If,

Its so important,

Y cant u do it urself?!

Very no brain right?

Don understand.

seriously........

I DON UNDERSTANT AT ALL!!!!

Well......

So?

Its not important right?

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Today,

went bugis meet dajie,

ate ahjishang.

so long never eat le,

hehe...

eat liao leh,

went shopping,

haiz,

still,

cannot find the mini cactus!!!

so angry!!!

i think it longer sell there le wor.

No MORe~~~~~~

haiz..........

shop till 4,

dajie went home le lo.

cos mi and dear wanna catch movie ma..

dajie not feeling well,

so she go home oioi,......

b4 watching movie....

dear wanna buy jacket for mi,

cos cold cold.

but cannot get something i like.......

so end up never buy lo.

dear got brought a cloth ma,

so i take tat cloth to cover lo.,....

watched the movie,

'green zone"

not bad....

the story,

nice....

worth watching ba.

but somehow.
the storyline,

its like...

hmmmmm.

trying to explain something?

L.O.L!

well...............

after movie,

went to mustafa there,

but its still so early,

so decided to go there de shopping,

shop shop liao,

then go NTUC again -_-"

dear buy his item lo,
to bring to camp de,

haiz.

mi leh,...

i wanna buy de bingan cannot get!

don know y so sway!

haiz......

when shop finish,
its alredy 9...........

when we on the way going to find dear mum......

there was a kids,

he get lost from his parent..

haiz.....

don know wat the mama doing -_-"

don know will tat happen to mi 1 day?

bring my kids till missing???
O.o

hahaha....
hopefully wont -_-"

just now went levender food square eat...

haiz.

don knwo wat to eat,

so eat dear de rice...

then order carrot cake.

wow!

the carrot ncie nice wor!!

got prawn,
$3 nia wor.
worth worth

and important is!

not oily!

and tasty

lolx.

like advertising hor =x

but really nice.

cos i don feel like eating de,

dear order liao i eat then know so nice....

hehehe,

so next time i go there sure aim tat one le :p

Haiz,

stop here le,

gonna help dear pack thing,

he gonna back camp early tml

You took My heart Away

2010-03-12T09:46:00.003+08:00

You took my heart away Michael Learns to Rock

Staring at the moon so blue

Turning all my thoughts to you

I was without hopes or dreams

I tried to dull an inner scream

But you saw me through

Walking on a path of air

See your faces everywhere

As you melt this heart of stone

You take my hand to guide me home

And now I'm in love

*You took my heart away

When my whole world was gray

You gave me everything

And a little bit more

And when it's cold at night

And you sleep by my side

You become the meaning of my life

Living in a world so cold (Living in a world so cold)

You are there to warm my soul (You are there to warm my soul)

You came to mend a broken heart

You gave my life a brand-new start

And now I'm in love (*)

Holding your hand

I won't fear tomorrow

Here where we stand

We'll never be alone (*)

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

U gonna be away from mi so soon,
i don even dare to think.....

wat would those day be like without u.....

althought it gonna be just 1 mth...........

but........

I been planning wat i should do,

wat i can do,

wat i will do........

but.................

haiz....

i promise

i would be strong.....

but.......

u know....................

Wet wet!

2010-03-10T16:54:00.003+08:00

Got wet wet ma????

Morning wake up,

its already raining lo.

when reach office,

my whole shoes wet!

wa kao!!!

lucky i wear skirt!

if not...

sure wet wet wet.~~

Haiz,

so worry for dear dear,

he is out there...

under the sun/rain -_-"

haiz.

hope he don fall sick,

if not,

my weekend would be at home sleeping again..........

the date is getting nearer...

how i wish i can stop the time!

simply wish i wont be emo like tat time,

if not.......

haiz...

Just leave mi alone...

Sunday Fat!

2010-03-09T11:28:00.002+08:00

Sat,
dear fetch mi liao,
we go eat the hor fan,
the one nice nice de........
finally he get to eat.
lolx...

After eat liao leh,
we went to suntec...
wanted to watch movie de..
but end up,
all full full..
all his fault.......
ask him see wat movie he wanna watch le,
but then leh,
he say must go there find feel
-_-"

so end up.
walk walk abit,
then go home le,
reach hom at 6++
sleep till 10++

lol..
wake up..
went to geylang eat you tiao....
the taste,
like change so much..
so NOT SHIOK!
haiz

Sunday,
wake early early..
went to yam cha eat dim sum...
eat not alot ba,
cos dear mama papa think its ex....
over all ok ok la.
cos we only spend $100++ for 4.....
usually mi and dear.....
we 2 spend $60++ =x

lol.
i know we pig...
anyway,
once a while ma,
also not everytime.......

Nite time,
dear need book in early,
so didnt eat dinner together,
dear pack mac,
i pack sushi..
eat till so full......
=x

aiyo!
yesterday,
after work,
went bugis,
wanna buy the mini cactus!
but go there cannot find,
don know izzit never open.

haiz...
sad sad..
this sat wanna go find again!
never give up!

then hor.
yesterday.
lunch eat hor fan!
dinner eat rice &&& soursoap ice!
nite time my stmoach pain like shit!

think too cold for mi le la.
haiz....
this few day eat so much thing.
pig!
fat pig!

but somehow.
i still find somthing missing...
i cannot get it right,
very pek chek de leh!
haiz...

watsssss thaaatttt missssiniggg itemmmmmmmmm~~~~~~??????

not sushi.
not dim sum
not fry stuff.
don know wat shit!
haiz.
stmoach just feel like eating something,.
but don know wat i wanna eat!
haiz.
how how how!

2010-03-06T09:36:00.003+08:00

Yesterday went to dear de camp....
from 5++ sit till 9 -_-"
back side also got smoke liao lo.......

hehe.
so happy,
i don know why,
when ever i saw him,
i just happy.
wahahaha..

smiling at him stupidly...
took some pic with him,
but i guess im not pretty in those pic -_-"

well well well........
and not yet upload to com......
so tired.....

later die die wanna go eat sushi!
don care!
die die wanna sushi =x

can i go in eat 1 pc then go out?
lolx...

well well well,
tml going dim sum!
shiok la!
hehe.
going dim sum with dear mama & papa......
gonna eat eat eat....

haiz.
i don know why,
now i got nth to stress.
but i still feel stress.
-_-"""""

I just with to be by urside everyday.
simple and easy.

My Eye

2010-03-03T10:38:00.006+08:00

When im young,

both my sis are wearing glass.......

Mum would bring them to the optical shop.

everytime going there..
im always left out....

both of them would get to choose the glasses they like,

with cartoon,

nice nice colour,

and even latest patten.......

SOoooo Coool Huh!!!

at that time,

i also wan to be like them...

so i asked mum,

can i have one too?

but all i get was scolding.......

at tat time.......

i always think,

why only they can wear glasses.

buy thing that i cannot buy........

its so unfair.....

so.....

when they are not around........

when they are sleeping!!!

i would play with their spec.......

wahahaha

wearing their speac,

then play......

家家酒

So when im in pr 4...

i start to see blurred vision.......

and then on...........

I got it!

Mum bring mi to make the latest spec....
with bear bear patten de,
i still remember!!!

&&&&
I need my spec Everyday.....
In school....
at home....
Eating.....
everywhere.....

Hahahaha!!!

But....
after some time,
im tired of it.
everytime under the sun,
make mi so unwell....
its like...

reflect from the sun.....
to my glasses...
and to my eye..

i hate it...
regret it lo...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Last sat.
went to paragon......
there is a eye clinic there......

Sunday went for the lasik.......
when i first got in....
i tell myself,
its nth de,
just *blzz blzzz* then ok liao............
but when i lay on the "bed"
they off the light...............
My heart almost drop out!
i was like........

OMG!
can i get out of this shit!
my body start to shake......
&&&& still i need to hold myself down.........

u know...
when u saw something at ur eye...
touching ur eye....

u cannot push away
and still need to control ur hand!!!
its like hell.

after donno how many min...
finally its done...
when i get out of the bed.
i feel like crying.
but i cant.......

my head is pain.
my eye is pain....
my whole body is shaking...
im cold......

when i get out of the room...
i saw dear there...
the first thing he do is walk towards mi........
i feel like running to him and cry out loud...

-_-"
i know im cry baby.
but it really dam scary.....
haiz.....

when reach home,
eye was so pain...
don even feel like opening my eye...
so i just close my eye,
dear feed mi eat,
then i take my medication...
Sleep~~~~~~~~~~~

today.
i feel much better.
but i still see blur blur image with bright light,

but, from now on...
i must!
die die.!
must take care of my eye...
:(
so scare the degree would be back...
so scare i need to go back for the lasik again...
:(

2010-02-26T15:45:00.004+08:00

回家的路上，

当你一个人，

你会想设么？

听过的音乐，

走过的路，

嗅过的味道

你记得吗？

我的记忆不是很好。。。

时常忘记东西放在哪里。

做了该做的事吗？

每当我一个人时。。。

我都在想着你。。。

我时常都会想一想。。。

跟你在一起时，

做过的事。。。

我害怕。。。

我怕有一天。。。

我会忘记。。。

忘记跟你做过的是，

一些和你的回忆。。。

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

in another mth time,

u gonna be going oversea.

unlike now,

u can call back everynite...

once u reach there,

i would not be able to contact u for at least 3 week......

how would my days like without u?

kinda worried....

cos i got no confident......

wat if.....

something unexpected happen?

im not refering u die -_-"

u should know wat i mean......

i got no eye around u...

i can only trust u....

can i trust u?

男xing难为...

which xing u wanna refering to is up to u....

well well well........

things are hard to say........

but remember......

u can lie to everyone,

even to urself,

GODs looking at u.....

anyway...

as u should know.....

my devil love to play a part....

when u are not around.........

im not sure wat would the devil do........

Tired

2010-02-25T10:48:00.006+08:00

Im so tired.

have been planning and planning,

running and running,

im tired...

i just wish to slow down,

I feel so tired dragging myself to continue to run...

Long way down the road.....

Walking would delay my speed,

Yes,

I got to run to reach my destination earlier........

I got to force myself to run..........

But somehow im feeling tat my feet is so heavy.....

its so heavy......

i just wish to slow down abit.......

but,

i cant....

i don wish to reach my destination late。..

我只想跟着你,

一路的跑，

跑到终点。

虽然我瞒下脚步，

但是，

自要你牵着我的手，

不要放开，

我会一直跑。。。

我们就一直的跑到我们的目的地吧。

Life

2010-02-23T09:57:00.003+08:00

Life are so stress,
its either u work for $$ for family,

or u stay at home, without $$ for family.

climbing up a tower,

is so hard,

the higher u climb,

the better view u see.....

but,

the lesser secure u get.

So,

life is fair,

u got to choose wat u wan,

either secure,

or the view?

or, mid?

just not too high,

not too low?

with abit of view?

with better secure?

wat would u choose?

I wish to be secure.............

Right or wrong?

2010-02-22T10:39:00.003+08:00

im so dam dam dam worried...
very worry.........
haiz...
Unable to sleep for the pass few day!
dam F up!
hate myself,
should not make up my mind so fast,
kinda don know did i did the right choice?

wat if,
its not up to wat i expect?
Just feel like banging my head hard hard onto the dam freaking wall.
i hate it,
so dam stress now :(
wat should i do?

CNY~

2010-02-10T16:31:00.004+08:00

New yr is just around the conner...
Last sun,
dear book in early wor...
so i went home and clean up lo...
aiyo..
clean up till my hand pain..
the skin all drop.
-_-"

well.
so im 100% ready for new yr..
Boring new yr =x

yesterday,
after dinner,
mum ask mi help her to put up those deco.......
she brought all fish de lo....
fish fish fish..
like pond -_-"

lol....
she even brought those like lantern de fish deco...
so i help her hang up high high in 1 row lo...
after hanging ar,
its like -_-"
Lantern festival lo... -_-"

Mi: Y all fish de ar?
Mum: fish nice ma.
Mi: wa lau, like fish yr sia. all fish fish....
Mum: nian nian you yu ma...
Mi: but its cow yr leh,
Mum: i saw those tiger all very fierce.....
Mi: but i saw those cow all very cute de leh...
Mum: wat cow la! this yr tiger leh...
Mi: oh, but i saw at interchange all tiger cute cute de leh....
Mum: i tat day at china Town see all fierce de, so didnt buy....
Mi: But really la, i see de all cute cute de.....
Mum: Then u go buy lo...
Mi: Ok tml after work i go buy...
Mum: but dad say put so many deco messy leh.
Mi: aiya, i don care la, i saw at interchange de cow very cute!
Mum: wat cow la, ppl tiger u keep cow cow.............

wahahaha.
i also don knwo y i keep say its cow...
-_-''
I seriously know its tiger la,
but i remember those i saw in interchange de...
all cute cute de lo.....
=x

Maybe my mind still don wish to move on.

still at moo moo yr.

lol

Dream

2010-02-05T10:07:00.004+08:00

Just wanna be by ur side.

I have made my mind up.
going for my dream...
how abt u?
have u make ur mind up?
wat u really wan?
wat u really plan????

Well,
different ppl got different dream....
wats urs?

Seriously think carefully,
don ever walk the wrong step,
cos,
it would be too late to regret.

this few week withougt dear around.
i was like getting use to days without him
every nite,
he would just call and say,
"i wanna sleep"

i got so so so much thing to tell him
but there is no chance,
how am i?
wat am i doing?
wat happen this few day?
and wats my mood.
he know nth......

haiz...
finally he gonna be back tonigh,
but would be dam late,
i guess i wont have the chance to chat him long long,
cos tml gonna work,
and, sunday he gonna back.......

tat day,
when talking to dajie,
we are discussing,
y those sluty could have 2, 3 or even 4 bf at a time?
for mi,
my 24hr is not even enough for mi to be with my dear....
Even have 48 hr,
its still not enough for mi,
y they so free to date so many bf at a time.
-_-"
don understand.........

haiz....
simply,
Sluty are hard to understand.......
wahahaha.

yesterday went to eat pizza,
the thin thin pizza.
at mac person again!
so yummy...
6 of us ate 3 pizza.
well, actually is only 4 of us la,
uncle and ahyi don eat..
so the 4 of us so piggiy!
lolx...
3 pizza x 8 slice = 24......
OMG -_-"
wats else can i say?
P.I.G......

chinese new yr coming le leh,.
i still keep eat & eat..
:(
feel like crying!
so sad!
no more junk food from today on!
time to zip my mouth!!!!!

Wawa~1

2010-02-02T11:02:00.008+08:00

2001,
hihihi,
Im 3mth old.
a pillion girl.....
pretty little sweet gal...

Today its my first time taking plane.
From franch to singapore.
how dose singapore look like?
I don know, im looking forward to see too......
When i reach singapore...
i didnt get to see how singapore look like......
i was then send to some pet store along eunos road.....

as Soon as i reach,
i was put into a small room with glass window.
as, its a glass window......
for sure i can look around.....
Looking around,
i could see Some other breed of dog,
cat running around.....
& hamster in the cage around the conner of the shop.

as soon as i finish looking around,
The store helper clean my "bedRoom"
& She gave my 1st meal in my"bed room" (the place where i sleep,eat,poo)
as im having my meal,
i could see someone walked into the store.....
they seem like they loved mi.............
& my friend next door,
a poodle.....

after i finish my meal,
the store helper came to mi & hold mi with her right hand
while she holding my poodle friend in her left hand....

as soon as she reach the visitor side.
we both was placed on to the ground....
& its my first time runing about in the store...
im so happy to run freely......
i start to dash around with my friend...
Jumping and hopping around the kitty....
playing with kitty is fun.......!!

1 of the lady hold mi up in her arm....
while another lady holding my bestie in her arm...
they were saying something which i don understand...
but...
i guess they like my bestie........

nite time,
all the store helper left,
and only leaving us...
the pet,
in the pet store.......

the nite was scary.
dark,
and everyone start to cry...
seem like everyone missing their mother,
brother & sister.....
and sure...
mi too.....................

Few day passed....
Friend around mi had gone to their new home.
my bestie poodle have went to her new home too....
and still im here.........

1 weeks later....
again!
i saw the visitor...
the visitor which i saw when the first day i reach this store.....
(& yes......they are my current owner......)

the first day i reach my new home,.
its was afternoon...
as soon as i reach,
Like a little princess
i start runing around and playing around
i got a lovely bed....
lovely toy......
and place where i suppose to poo.......
no longer i had to sleep and poo and eat at the same place!

after a long day......
its time to sleep.....
my bed is not in the bed room,
its in the living room..........

Everyone went into their room............
and im left alone...
again alone in the dark.............
im scare....
so i started to cry..................
after crying for an hour...
finally.......
my owner came to my side....
the whole nite,
She sleep by my side.......

To be continue~~~~~~~~~~~

Again....

2010-02-01T16:01:00.003+08:00

Im asking myself the same question again......
Money or Dream...
welll.
seriously i cant make up my mind....
im so tired.
dam tired.
tired with some money planing
tired with some dream planing...

just feel like taking a break....
im so lost.
don know wat i wanna do.
don know wat i should i do...

Ppl around mi keep remind mi.....
"is this wat u wan?"
i really don know...
i don know..............

haiz.......
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
sat went mac have bf + lunch with ver and dajie....
then after eating liao leh,
went to dajie home..
cook:
`soup...
`fry mushroom
`ownstyle chawamushi.......
`fry lady finger..........
++Kimchi++

guess vivian lim hate mi most!
wahahaha
forcing her to eat,..
but im good wor!
i cook all healthy food for her,..
all less oil..
the soup is best..
totally fat free!
i know she keep skip her dinner,
so,
i cook dinner which wont add fats for her de wor :p

well...........
after dinner,
She was like.
wanna die
=x
its actually kinda of mind problem
im not saying she is sot.
but her heart is playing along with the brain,
keep teling herself not to eat.
eat will fat.
-_-"
haiz.
so b4 dinner,
she already keep complain she is dam fulling
-_-"

welll
but still,
she give face.
eat.......

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
well......
sunday went parkway with afflin and ahyi....
brough cloth for ahyi..
if not new yr gonna wear ugly ugly again..
well,
ahgu asked mi to buy myself the watch i wan..
but..
well.
still don feel like buying.
when i feel like,
then buy ba...
:)

Yesterday reach home dam tired.
watch show and wait for dear.
wait till cannot tahan.
but still unwillin to sleep.
cos i don even know where is he..
so wait and wait........
till 1.
i go bed there rest...
till 2 he then sms...
till 4 then reach the place where he should be...
till 4.30 he then sleep...
and same gose to mi......
i wait for him also didnt sleep well......

well.
seriously.
i don like...
this few day didnt chat him alot.
i hate it...
its like only 1 week end...
= 2 day.
i already cannot tahan,....

when he go taiwan i don know how i gonna die..
-_-"
wish mi good luck =x

2010-01-29T09:27:00.003+08:00

YEsterday work half day,
then went orchard shopping with
ahyi, jing,ting,Q`ahyi,and erjie....
i brought 2 dress + 1 shoes...
its for new yr hor.
i very good gal de hor.
mummy say can buy 2 set,
i only buy 1 & half =x

lolx.
yesterday dam tired.
and dam angry,
don wanna say liao
say liao angry......
well

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befor 24,

2010-01-26T16:17:00.004+08:00

Yesterday i ask dajie,
Q:around when need take bridal package?
A:best abt 1 yr b4
Q:when need choose wedding date?
A:need wait till chinese 7th mth then can see the chinese date...
Q:Around when need start to take pic?
A:few mth b4 would do.
Q:around how much then enough ar?
A:save as much as u can
Q:wat the bridal package detail blah blah blah~~~~~

I been thinking,
why i been planning/
asking so much questing abt wedding so early,
2012 still long ma...
until today...
then i recall...

ya!
where got long.
i always wish to married b4 24,
and have dragon baby.
so i wanna be 24 yrs older then my kids......
and so need 9 mth pregnancy.............

and................
so wa!
b4 2012 need wedding le lo
-_-'

how can tat be,
like so OMG.
since when the day so near?
well.....
which mean b4 2012=

2011?

and now?????

now 2010.??
next yr O.o

I not yet do the bridal research,
saving not enough yet.
then not yet discuss with alot alot alot thing lo!

omg
-_-"
seems like im in my dream.......
everything seems so unreal,
i guess im just dreaming.........

I NEED H.E.L.P!!!!!!

2010-01-24T16:07:00.005+08:00

yesterday went to do my hair,
cut +colour+treatment for $160
ex hor,
but this is the style i like,
i know look nth much different
Its just "V" cutt lo,
and colour that i like.
but i still like.
ever since the stupis mushroom head!
i never love visiting to salon,

hazi.
Today dear make mi so angry,
he gamble ar never win b4 de lo!
Stupid dumdum!!
$200 fly off lo!
Like chinese new yr give ppl ang po!
He so good hor!
PIG!!!

Really very angry!
Haiz...

Well today
lunch eat mac bf!
We so noob lo.
Lol
didnt know the bf extented,
we still tot we see the wrong time.
Lol
lucky no one heard us =x

well,
now,
going back to his side watch tv.
:( he going back camp soon
:( he next week cannot back lo.
need wait 2 week then can see him.
Haiz.
Haizzzz

dinner

2010-01-21T23:16:00.002+08:00

just now dinner at parkway,
we had "tomyam" stembot,
long time didnt eat,

the last time eating there was like,
im still primary school,
well,
the food not as nice as i expect,
but still not bad,

after dinner went walk walk lo,
wanted to buy cherry,
but the cherry like so un nice lo,
well
so
didnt buy,
but brought a pack of carrot :p

just now monkey sms say she enjoy her camp,
hope going the cam, she will learn more tthing
and also her cca,
hope she can learn from her cca lo,

Im tired,
time to sleep,
nite

2010-01-20T10:04:00.002+08:00

Didnt blog for some time,
its 20 jan today,
last few day didnt really sleep well...
don know why.......
sis say maybe is stress.
-_-"

i sleep half way,
midnite 3am wake,
then wanna sleep cant sleep.....
then like half asleep half awake......

CNY soon,
not yet buy cloth wor....
haiz...
don know gonna go where buy leh,...

well,
last week went to changi hotel eat..
lunch buffet,
co lucky draw get de,.
so its 100% free.
if not die die wont go la....

the food there.....
wat else can i say....
=x
its really OMG.

its just high class hawker food.
but i rather be low class,
-_-"
hawker food is dam much mroe nicer =x

well,
there is alot wanan blog,
but don feel like blogging,
too much to hold back.

haiz.
all i can say is haiz...
back luck go away,
shooooooo!
good luck come pls....

2010-01-08T11:04:00.003+08:00

Today,
i said something i been holding for long,

but,
for every good,
i had to be the bad person.
even U gonna hate mi,
gonna angry abt mi.
i also don care,.

cos, if i don do so,
u gonna fall even more deep...

lots of thing wanna say,
but cant.
really feel dam sick of it.

as someone i am,
i cant act as i know nth,
i cant let u go on,
everyone been talking to u.
u still don listen,

they trying to be nice,
so they talk to u nicely.
still u don listen,

so,
let mi be the black face ppl lo.
i say all i need to say,
listen or not,
its up to u.
i really cant let u go on like this.

i telling u all this is better then others telling u.......

of cus,
if someone talking to mi like tat.
telling mi all these shit,
i also angry,.
but angry nvm,
must think wat they had say.......
and see wat is the problem in it....

u keep saying no one understand u.
BUT!
i believe u don even understand urself,
u been doing too much,
but u never notice it.

just like salt, papper, sugger.
adding abit is nice,
but too much,
its only gonna spoil the taste.....

ya ya ya..
im kaypo....
i don care....
i just wanna tell u how i feel....
ITS for ur own good.
don make it a dam habbit.

HATE mi?
angry of mi?
its up to u.....
i don mind,
as long as u wake up!!!

stop giving an excuse.
attention everyone is giving u.
don add too much of salt to get attentiong,
it only spoil the taste....
don feel like saying anymore...

should say,
got too much to say.
haiz............................

DamF`UpDay!

2009-12-24T09:55:00.003+08:00

Today is not my day!
Fucking angry!
fucking sway!

Morning wake,
wanna charge phone,
but plug was not plug,
so i blur blur find the dam plug.
and!
I cut my hand..............

Morning reach office!
Dam Freak out by some call.
alway think they are right.

Open drawer,
hurt my toe.........

1.2.3

and who know wats next....
maybe gonna die next min huh???!

maybe later cross road kanna knock by car?
flower pot drop on mi while walking?
knife drop on mi while cooking?
choke to death while eating?

i really hate this fucking day
dam freak out.
early morning spoil my mood.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
yesterday went tam,
see see mp3...
well.....
went to courts...
all like lay long,
sold out de.....

then go to best....
alot on display.......
but the one i wanna de,
no have le ar.....

then went to the jade?
the one near to the cini de.....
see the MP3 there ar,
scare its fake de.
so never even go in......

and also go nokia,
wan de ear phone no stock...
xmas got give earphone as gift meh?
how come also out of stock. -_-"

went to tam1.....
got 1 shop,
got sell mix mix de.
got cloth,
shoes,
mp3 also...
finally found the mp3 i wan...
tot can buy liao eat dinner liao,
its already 9++ when we found the mp3..
and ask for a new pic,
but they only left the display set.....
the sales gal still say,
take this la,
i give u our shop member....
-_-"
i turn and go.......

then go challenger.....
i ask the sales,
Mi: do u all sell creative mp3 mivo mx ma?
then he bring us to another guy....
then the guy blur blur look at mi..
Salesman: mp3?O.o
Mi: ya, creative mp3 mivo mx? or something de.
Salesman: OhhHHh... we only got mp4 leh...
Mi: ohhhh =x (i like so idiot la)

finally...
this time,
its real!
got new de,
got the model...
the one i wan
went to the cashier..........
payment......
i press the pin...
but rejected...
then i press again...
same!
rejected..
don know wat happen sia.
i so scare..
cos 1 more time = no more!!

-_-"
don know y i so blur....
i press the pin of another card lo...
aiyo..
faint!!!!!
its like,
really not my day.
dam sway!

after buy le,
go eat with yin,
thanks man!
she is with mi..
ar bo i gonna be like an stupid gal,
going so many place to find the stupid mp4!!!

after dinner,
already 10..
time like pass so fast....
reach home almost 11.
then open lap.
put song,
and charge...
do and do and do till 2am then sleep la.
cos the stupid mp4 charge so long,
they say need charge 8 hr de,
but i give up lo!
so dam tired liao.
cannot tahan..
and my lappy don have cooler..
if on till 8 hr.
later burn off........
-_-"

while waiting the mp4 charging.
i also arange my pic....
and wow!!
sice oct,
i didnt updat my pic..
arrange till my hand also pain le.
still not yet finish sia.
do till half way,
cannot tahan liao.
go sleep.
shall continue again.......

Annual Dinner

2009-12-23T13:59:00.002+08:00

Didnt blog for sometime,
kinda tired......
well,
this few mth...
nth much happen ba.....

had annual dinner with co yesterday...
at hilton hotel....
First time been to such a big dinner group..
its actually a combine of some other co too.....
their ppl dam on lo.
its "retro" nite,
and all really dress "retro"

well,
the food,
not bad,
but cold cold de....
there is also lucky draw lo.
with nice ncie price,
but im not tat lucky to get the price.
lolx....

Yesterday dinner end arounnd 11++...
actually wanna take cab with another colleague de,
but she left early...
then end up.........
lady boss give mi a ride.=x

so nice of her...
:D

reach home around 12++
do thing,
sleep.
tired like hell

today dam moody.
don know y.
think cos of not enough sleep ba.
tml is eve of xmas....

having celeb at dajie house....
i gonna work half day,
so gonna go her house perpare the food.....
all by myself,....
haiz

dajie work till 5++
erjie gonna come only around 3or 4,
she wanna go home change and collect sushi............

haiz.
so sian.
sian
sian...............
dear say he got half day,
but his half day ar,
i think 3 or 4 then end de lo....

i don know y.
its celebration sick or wat.
everytime,
when there is some event or so,
i feel so dam sick.
the mood..
i don know how to explain..........
i don know y.
like dam pek chek,.....

ITS NOT "DA YI MA"
cos just ended la.
also don know wth is happening to mi......
haiz,.............................................
just simply cant control my dam f mood.

well....
hope its just too tired ba,
go home oi oi then gonna be a nice nice xmas eve...

Well,
plan to buy gift for dear,
he didnt know im buying wor.....
hope to suprise him.....

oh,
i got 2 present.
from office colleague.....
but they never tell mi they exchange gift lo.
then i got empty hand...
think later i gonna buy something give back too,.
if not like odd odd de.
they all exchange, only i take free -_-"

well well well.....
happy go lucky!!!
so i must make myself happy..
then i will be lucky!!!
=x

*~*~*~*~*~*~*`Marry X'mas`*~*~*~*~*~*~*

sad sad sad

2009-12-03T13:38:00.002+08:00

yesterday dinner at fish and co..
xiao ling ahgu order slamond...
tifflin order sweet & sour........
ahyi order sword fish....
then mi and afflin share patter for 2
dajie and 185krokro share patter for 2.......

then dear around 8 plus then reaach lo...
he came all the way from jurong..
-_-"
so far...
when he reach,
only order rice for him...
cos still got alto thing..
fish, prawn...
mussle..
lol..........
important is,
with sambal chili,
he can eat liao.......

after eat eat,
went to shop shop awhile.
then dear de dad came and drive him back to camp lo....

its kinda short nite....

how to build confident, anyone?

2009-12-02T13:46:00.002+08:00

as expected,
it didnt had a nice out come,
well nvm,
its all over...........

later going eat steam boat..
today xiao ling ahgu so good mood.
call ask wanna go eat ma.
also donno wat speical date........

hmmm......
so since going eat,
mum say don cook lo,
ask dajie ahyi go along...
then also erjie..........

so later going parkway there eat.
so long never go there eat..
the last time eating the steam boat....
im still a kids,
even younger then afflin ar now...
think abt 8 or 9?

so miss it.

Bday

2009-11-26T09:40:00.002+08:00

today 26 nov.....

i should be waking up with happy mood.....
Should have those enjoy enjoy mood..........

but totally i feel nth..
today seems so sux..
i rather to skip this date.....
super bore.. now at home.,
waked so early.
donno wtf i gonna do later on.

haiz.
i guess my fucking emo attitude is back.
its time for mi to relax myself.
dam fucking hate this mood.

seriously i don even know wat i wan.
i don wanna a celebration.
i don wanna go out.
i don wanna think abt it.
i just feel like skipping this stupid date!

i really don know

i don understand myself too........

Moodless

2009-11-23T16:21:00.002+08:00

SOmetime i feel tat,
i really don like entertainment...

i just wish to make it simple,
but end up......
its more troublesome than i tot.

Just a dinner,
tats all i wan,
but end up...
everyone get moodless.
if i know this is the ending..
i would never even plan for a dinner.

yesterday Dear Mum gave mi a present.
my first present.
i was so shock..
didnt expect them to spend so much.
actually a small red packet is more then enough.

really love the present.....

Birthday really should be enjoying,
but i don feel happy at all......
to mi,
its just another day....

Hi My Sweetheart 海派甜心

2009-11-04T15:15:00.002+08:00

2009-11-04T13:56:00.002+08:00

i pray...
i been praying.
but still...
i hate the feel.
i really don like....

i wish i can cry.
but i know i cant.
there is somemore more hurt then mi.
i know.
the knife is not on mi,
but i still feel the pain.

how i wish....
wat else can i say.
i don know wat can i say.
the pain is....

i miss u dear.
i wish to hug u cry.
i hate it....

2009-10-27T16:22:00.002+08:00

sat,
whole day like my cooking day.
morning wake.
i make breakfast for dear & family....

lunch time go ntuc buy thing..
then cook for him...
only dinner go out eat..
11++pm...

nite, after bath liao.
i apply my face cream...
watch tv...
then wanna comb my hair..............
cant find my comb leh..
where is it...

i look below my pillow...
not there....

i look under the table..
not there....

i look under the sofa..
not there..

i look under lilo backside.
also not there leh.....

hmmmm where is it leh.....

i ask dear....

Mi: Dear, where is my comb ar? i cannot find leh...
Dear: izzit under the mirror?
Mi: no have leh.....
Dear: Sofa leh?
Mi: Search liao leh.. don have also leh....
Dear: -_-" its on ur head...
Mi: wat my head la..........
Dear: Its on ur head la!!!

I touch my head.....
its half way dangling on my hair.
lolx..
i laugh till i cannot stop..
so Stupid!!!

Sunday...
Dear back camp around 8....
his daddy drive mi home b4 sending him back to camp...
when reach home.
i play ds lo,
while waiting dear to call...
he called around 9.....

Dear: Tml i going course, cant be calling u till tue.
Mi: ya i know (playing Ds)
Dear: wat u doing now?
Mi: Nothing ar... why?
Dear: u wait ar...... ok now u cover ur right ear.
Mi: Huh??? (Moving my hand over to cover my right ear)
Dear: I tell u ar.... Tml remember to eat, drink more water...
Mi: O.o huh??????
Dear: remember to take care ar, don keep skip meal...
Mi: oh.... but y need to cover ear??
Dear: Cos like tat u wont "left ear in, right ear out"

-_-""
I still really go and cover la!
lame lame lame!!!!
he still happily laughing at mi.
i feel so idiot!!!
kao!!
omg!

Life

2009-10-22T09:04:00.002+08:00

its like, abt 10 yr liao....
ahma already left us so long,
10 yrs.....

if she is still around,
she is 60++ liao le....
she would be able to see erjie & dajie marry......

and she would be hugging erjie & dajie baby in 1 yr time.....
if she is around...................

everyone already grow.
life already change.
dajie erjie already move out...
build their own family...

afflin also moving back to her dad side...
house now like only left 5 ppl liao...
from up to 10++ now left with 5.....

Everyday back home also like so cold de...
mum cook de food also everyday got left over.
unlike last time,
everyday dear will come,
and every meal up to 10+ ppl eat,
sometime still complain not enough food..

lolx.....
time really pass so fast.
when first bring wawa home,
also 7 yrs ago.
almost 8 yr liao.........

she now also lao cha bo liao.
bone start to lose..
sometime can see she walk with pain.
her teeth falling 1 by 1....
haiz...

still remember,
when young,
still staying old house
everyday also alot ppl.
tat time ting & hao just born....
there is always gethering at home....
we kids,would be playing with baby,
and the adult would be gambling...

just like everyay new yr......

really so fast,..
time fly off just like tat.
without notic........

if time can turn back,
i would wanna be kids 4ever,
i miss those time.

Poor dog

2009-10-14T11:11:00.003+08:00

Sat, 10 oct 2009
went to geylang there eat smelly toufu....
with dear and dajie...
reach there,
we saw 1 dog....

my 1st react is...
"oh, like, in sg seldom see dog on street leh"

then the store auntie told us,
"the dog have been there since afternoon,
walking up and down the road,
seem like looking for someone......"

then,
after having a nice look at the dog,
ya, the dog should be own by someone de,
cos her neck got the collar mark......
and, can see the dog is not been loved de,
the nail so short,
was like keep scraching the floor type,
and when u can see the dog collar mark which is so deep,
the owner sure tie the dog up while the dog struggle.......

dam poor thing!
we cant do anything,
all we can do is buy food for the dog,
and leave with a heart ach...

we wanted to help,
but we cant.
i asked dajie try to search for the dog helper hp number
(we once saw this gal blog, she help stray dog de)
but unable to get the number....

&&& for sure im not calling SPCA!
cos its die for sure!!!!
haiz...
i wish i have a big home,
i can bring all the big dog home!
no need scare they kanna bully

haiz.
so sad. feel like crying.
hate the dam owner!
don wanna bare the responsible then don buy a dog!
stupid!

if i know the stupid owner!
i will kick its dick!!!
dam it!

the dog really dam poor thing.
walking up and down.
really, we been there for abt 1 hr,
she walk non stop!

and she even cross the road!
then car horn her lo!
so scary!
i wonder how is she now.

the stupid owner also stupid!
wanna throw also not throw there la!
at least throw at those eunos factory maybe still got hope,
sometime those worker still will feed de lo.
at the geylang there,
still so many car!
so wei xian!!!

haiz.
i pray!
pray tat the owner next life be ants!
the owner don even suit to be a dog!
be ants!
walk non stop!
work non stop!
and when ppl found him!
pinch it!
let him/her die wu quan si!

its really dam unfair!
dog also got life..
haiz.
i pray for the dog,
hopping she get a new home...

2009-10-09T09:51:00.002+08:00

Today friday....

Yesterday went to eat dajie left over de table..
wedding day close off 3 table...
so going back eat.....

1 for brother sister,
1 for fafa mama..
1 for mummy....
so in total,
i will get to eat anoter 1 more time = 2 time

the food ar,,
really cannot make it...
the cold plate...
super -_-"
jelly fish taste odd odd de...

the fish ar.....
super cannot make it!!!
the smell -_-"
and its super over cooked!!!!
chew like chewing gum

the dessert,
watery de.
haizz...

think the best is the prawn..
lolx...
steam nia.....
=x

Yesterday eat finish is already 9++
then chat awhile then go liao......
went to the taxi stand....
the Q super long lo....

SO bo bian,
go take bus............
when we wanna go take bus..

got 1 uncle,
ask us wanna take his van ma....
he can drive all back...
guess how much he gonna charge?

$60 for 6 person!!!
its like....
even we on call cab also not tat ex la!!
stupid...

so end up walking to bus stop there trying to see any cab ma....
but too bac.
bo cab too..

end up still taken bus hm......
half way reaching home,
i recall.
dajie no longer staying at chai chee leh..
and its around 11 ++ liao!!
then i gonna walk home alone?

kao!!
cannot la.
so dark!!
so i faster call dad!!
lucky he not yet sleep..
if not i need to be a loner walk home alone...

wahahaha......
he came and fetch mi at bus stop..
walk home...
reach home around 11 ++ going 12 liao lo.
so tired..
but!!!

not yet going to bed..
cos!!
there is still durian!!!!!!

i have been eating durian for the pass 3 day =x
should be 1 week if plus durian mooncake.......
(still got 2 box at home, gonna have more tonight)

tonight.....
i guess i don need eat dinner.
shall complet all durian!
lolx.
fat pig lo...
i guess i have been fatter by,
4 kg?
kao!
pig!

wanna faint!!!!
after this durian!
no more nonsens for mi.
time to start my plan!!
if not 24 yrs old fat fat,
no pretty liao!!!

i wan slim slim!!!!!!!!!!!!
no more fat fat pls!!!!!!!
:(

Lucky~~

2009-10-02T23:27:00.003+08:00

Today is my lucky day wor!!
haha.
so happy.
after work.
went to bugis there.
actually wanted to buy swensens de moon cake de.
cos....

Yesterday after work,
i went to raffles place to see moon cake..
cos tue at tam cant get......
but.,..
raffles place de also sold out lol...
so bo bian...
i called ask the office auntie,.
and she told mi that bugis still have.
so i went to bugis there.......

when i go on train.
i called zuan yin.
she also just nice on train.
so i called her,
ask her join mi in bugis.
reach bugis...

all the moon cake already sold out lo.
and sure the goodwood park hotel de also sold out lo....
so end up buying the "donghai" yam de.
super mini de.
not bad..
nice nice.....

today...
cos yesterday cant get the good wood park hotel de.
so i decided to go buy swensens de....
to my suprise!!!
when i reach there!
i saw ppl Q`ing up the goodwood park hotel de.
then i also kaypo go see see....
and YES!
still got stock.

i quickly,
like those auntie.
join in the auntie Q!!
but hor...
till my turn.
then full durian de already sold out...

so only left the mix mix de.......
so buy the mix mix de.....
actually not bad ar...
the mix de.
cos alredy got the emi de..
so total got 8 moon cake..
wahahaha.
5 durian and another 3 donno wat................

Edited~

NIGHTMARE

2009-09-30T10:05:00.002+08:00

Yesterday.....
night went out with bread dajie & afflin...

take our dinner at......
dian xiao er?
i also 4get the name..

the food there nice wor.
not bad.
can go eat!!!!

lolx....
yesterday after dinner,
walk walk.
its bread first time there...
he just back from oversea...
for holiday...
hmmmm
funny ar,..
singaporean come back singapore holiday... =x

lolx...............

walk walk liao.
we went to buy jap sake..
so dam shiok!
hottie!!!
*bleh bleh bleh*
can die ar drinking tat..
so hot...

around 8++ going 9
we fast fast rusn to tm...
cos i need order moon cake for dear mum....

this yr actually wanna try goodwoodpark hotel de....
but out of stock,....

so no choice..
order back emi de lo..........

anyway this thurs i will try go raffles there see still got ma.
if have i will buy also lo.......

after order moon cake,
went home le lo....
on the van almost sleep lo.
so tierd!!!
omg...

important is....
i got lots of gift!!!!
3 miki
1shirt
1hat
1mikibag
1koreaCookie?

lolx......
so happy happy happy!!!

reach home.
do thing.
chat chat...

sleep~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

****NIGHTMARE****

I dream of........
on leave..
its monday....
dear was in school (School ???)
he was still in macperson (ITE)
Doing project (O.o this kind of ppl do project =x)

ITs already 6.30
he still no yet come and meet mi.......
he say he only be leaving school around 9-10pm...........
im so angry...
im on leave...
y he choose this day to do his stupid project!!!

i keep calling him.
ask him to come home.
im waiting.......

he say no...........................
I heard sound......
Some gal sound......................

its not 1......................
but 2..................................

he was with gal.........
but his class bo gal ma..............
so i ask..........
Mi: "who is the gal there?????"
Dear: "its some gal from other class, but use to be my primary schoolmate"
Mi: "Then, why are they there?"
Dear: "they wanna come, wat can i do"
Mi: "didnt u say u are doing project, y they kaypo there??"
Dear: "They alway come to my class DE..."
Mi: "for wat fuck?"
Dear: "come here chat chat lo..."
Mi: "got place sit meh?"
Dear: " no la, when no place sit on my leg lo"

i was so dam freak out!
angry angry angry!!!!!!!

Mi: " i wanna u home now!!!!"
Dear: "Don be unreasonable! im doing project!"
Mi: "I don care! i gonna reach there at 7! come out at 7!"
cry cry cry!!
faster rush to change my cloth!!!
i keep calling and calling.
dear don answer the phone.
my heart feel so pain!!!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~TheEnD~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

*****ringRing*****

its morning 5am when i wake.
dear called....

Heart still feel so dam pain!!!

i so angry,
i scold him lo.
tell him wat i dream of.
stupid dream!!
scare mi to die die!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I even tell him.
i bu fu qi!
i wanna go back dream!
i wanna continue the dream!
i wanna go back slap the slut!
i wanna go wack tat ass!
i wanna go back and F the fucking slut!
dam angry!!!!!!!!
kao!!!!!!!

i rather dream of monster chasing mi!!
also don wan this kind of dream!
so sad!!!
make mi cry in my dream!
i hate the feel!
its killing mi!!!!!!!!

and still...
lucky its just a dream!
if not im gonna go mad..............
i cant take the blow!

2009-09-29T11:01:00.002+08:00

Today tue......
So dam tired.
tired cos i sleep too much ba.....

so sian lo.
house de thing not yet pack,
sunday wear de cloth,
shoes,
bag......
all still there untouch.......

so lazy to pack!!!

Yesterday reach bedok meet afflin go eat dinner....
eat LongJohn.......
the chicken so mini size...
still remeber yrs back......
the chichen so big and nice!!!

Now.....
the place so OMG!!!
houseFlys flying here and there....
service so dam slow..

i order sprite without ice...
she(manager) draw coke without ice....
i told her she draw wrong...
she ok ok...
then never change..........
so angry..
I remind her again..
then she draw a sprite with ice...
then she know she draw wrong again.
she auto change sprite without ice...........

So blur lo!!!

After dinner,
went home.....
reach home 1st thing is....
rush to toilet!!

haiz....
so stupid.
eat liao shit!
waste food!!!!!!

After changing.
do my stuff.
wash face.
chat dear awhile............
9pm..........

Sleep!
sleep till today....
lolx..
so dam cool....
like so long never sleep so well liao..
lolx...........

Now...
back to..............
work work work................

Sleepy

2009-09-28T09:29:00.002+08:00

Didnt sleep well.........................

Friday,
work half day,
went down to angmokio to meet dajie.....
collect her grown and my bride maid cloth...

reach home already 4 plus..
i not yet eat lo.
hungry like hell.....

mum didnt cook dinner,
only have those plain porridge for lunch...
so die die have to eat tat......

after eat liao,
i fast fast bath dar dar ling ling.
so dam tired..
when after bathing them,
do my thing,
its already 7.........

Dear called say he would be home.....
So meeting mi for dinner lo.
but wait ar wait....
till 8 still not yet reach lo.

so decided to walk to mac first with afflin.....
Reach there,
we order our food first.....
then dajie and fafa also come mac wor.
like..
so qiao...
and same timing lo...
lolx...

after dinner,
abt 9plus,
walk back home......
while walk back home..
don know why...
talk talk talk talk...
half way..
black out...
-_-"

Lucky dear standing next to mi,
and lucky i fall towards his side.
ar bo ar...
ba lu ku liao lo....

think is lack of sugger ba.
whole day only eat the small bowl of porridge..
yet dinner still so late then eat..

hmmmm
Mid night got go loyang there bai bai lo...
:D
Then sleep......

Sat.............
wake 10?
then bath do thing.
went to white sand eat with dear and his mum & sis.....

then went to buy rubber band....
then dam feel like eating donut.
those round ball type de.
the old type of donut...
those cake shope de.
the one with sugger de.

but cannot find ar..
so sad lo..
then bo bian,
only can buy bubble tea.
cup walker...........

reach his hm around 3 plus...
watch show while he sleep.....
till 6 plus.
i feeling dam unwell liao.
flu..
then fast fast eat the flu yao lo.
then rest...
sleep till 11 plus go home............

reach home already 12.
dajie comb hair(chinese custom) at 12++
then take pic take pic............

ya!
not yet pack cloth lo.
then rush pack my thing...
rush put nail polish.......

sleep around 2++?
wake at 4.......

Sunday................................
4.......
Tired...
after bath,
already 5..........
make up and rush change cloth.........
already 6.....
so rush ar!
i hate putting make up....

like usual -_-'
kanna scold.
everyone waiting for mi =x

wahahahaha.......
the guy reach to fetch bride...
game game game.....

from mum home,
went to dajie home....
dajie home.
to shantonway there..
take pic.
lolx.
like so cool ar.........
when traffic ligh turn green.....
we run......
to the mid of road.
take pic.
lolx.
wonder how the pic look like.

after taking pic.
went to fafa house...
then back to our home...........

after everything was done...
i remove my make up...
and pack my thing..
cos need go back to dear house.........

dear daddy working.
so we need return his car back to him...
then also need get back to chai chee.......

so,
decided to drive back his home and drive back to chai chee......
both toyota wish..
lolx.
he drive 1.
and i drive 1.......
lolx.
so cool lo....
first driving without dear..
kinda scare scare...
but...
i can do it!
i did it!!!

lolx......

reach around 2.....
pack his army thing.
then leave at 3.......

went to city plaza make up and do hair lo.
then do till 5++ then done wor......
then rush to the wedding place.

-_-"
we, not we marry ar.
also so rush..
already so pek chek...
thats y,
bride always the most xin ku de.
with so heavy dress leh..
aiyo!

next time i also need to wear and run here and there....
omg.....

yesterday,
dear need book in at 10.30...
he 9+ leave liao lo.
so sad lo.
he only get to eat 2 dish of food!!
haiz...........

i also nth better la.
lolx.
the 1st dish i eat abit...
then the rest no eat liao...

whole day......
i only eat :
1 pao......
2mini eggtart.......
1dumpling.............
and dinner de 1st dish.........

total sleep:

48hr only sleep 7 hr!!!

totally no mood to eat lo.
tired like hell...
really.
dam tired...............

haiz..........................................

Genting

2009-09-17T09:43:00.006+08:00

Friday 11Sep2009

Wake at 4 to bach bath...
leave house around 5.15......
reach bedok mac around 5.30.....
we buy mac for breakfast........
at 6 we went to the princess road side to wait for the coach.....

We was told that,
there would be someone there waiting for us.....
But when we reach,
there is no one....
at first we tot we were at the wrong place lo...
so i start to kanchong.....

Called the office,
but no one answer,
&& there is no 24hr line lo...
so end up like ants on the hot pot..
walking up and down.

at around 6.20 the coach finally reach....
our timming is 6.15...
the coach is late!!!
stupid huh!!

oh.......
when my first step onto the bus......
it was like...
OMG!

we add $$ for a better bus..
but.....
-_-"""

when i go down for the upgrade...
the person there told mi..
there is 2 type of bus...
24 sit & 18 sit de.....

and....
it depend on how many person that day.
then they can arrange the type of bus lo..
mi and dear pray so hard...
pray to have lesser ppl,
so can have the 18 sit de coach lo....

ya,
our prayer came true...
u know wat!
there is only abt 10 ppl...
but we were given 24 sitter de coach!!!!

the coach...
so squeeze la..
the leg rest.
like bu 3 bu 4.....
even my short leg...
also like half way dangling....
Lucky we are sitting at the front row...
so i actually rest my leg on the place where we put the bag......
and.... like so lao ya de.....
the leg rest is those manual de.
need pull the thing,
then pull the leg rest up urself....
-_-" even five star also more high tect....
auto de..... kao!

the tv....
so small..
smaller then my hand...
-_-"
and......
the tv holder was losten..
dear de keep falling down while watching half way la.
then end up i need to waste my genting map..
using the map to squeeze into the holder there to tiden it....
like so lock cock!

oh!!

i dropped our breakfast after the check point...

=x so end up nth to eat on bus.....

***time pass***

was like 2 hr later we then get to have toilet + food break....
stmoach already fighting liao lo.....
so hungry..
and so rush...
mi and dear share 1 meesoto...
and buy 1 bread 1 chicken pao on bus eat de...

***time pass***

half way we stopped for pee pee
their toilet.....
welll....
all i can say is.
we must be gratzful to be in singapore =x

Genting!!!

we reach genting around 12.......
hotel wasnt ready yet.
so we decided to go casino.
we walk all the way there....
but.....
when we enter....
the police stoped us....

cos we 2 ku ku was carrying our back pack with us...
we didnt know that no big bag allowed in...
so shame shame...
we quickly leave the casino..
lolx......

Since we cannot check in...
and still its so early...
we went to eat dimsum........
at ahyat.....
spend 100++rm for 2...
like so pig ar...
=x

after eating....
we went to the outside area..
take pic...
the sun was so nice!!
its like......
hot sun + cold air.....
so shiok!

take afew pic liao...
then saw ppl can check in..
so we fast fast go to the counter......

actually we already took Q no le..
but ar, the counter ppl also never press.
so we just str8 go to the counter.......

&&& important is,
that day was like....
super less ppl lo.
like low peak like tat.
no ppl de.
so lucky!!!!!

We request for tower 2..
cos everyone say the tower 2 is new..
and clean...
and nicer....

After check in..........
we put our bag down....
then we go walk walk.......
then go casino....

play play play....

play till around 6++
we go back hotel rest + bath..
after bath.
went for dinner at hao you ji.
ppl been saying the standard drop.
but i find that the food there is still nicer then other la.
somemore not very ex ma.....
70++ rm for 3 dish....
and the food really nice...
the one i like the most is the mango chicken!
dam lot and nice!!!
lolx...

after dinner.
we went to starbuck sit sit lim ko pi....
went back hotel room around 10++
so dam tired.
lie down jui sleep liao.....

1st day joke..........
-_-"
i wake around 11++pm cos someone called....
and i tot its morning 11am liao.
i still ask dear..
HUH! 11 plus liao y never wake mi..
-_-"'""

Sat12sep2009

wake around 6++ bath.
do thing dao lai..
8++
the sun so dam nice!!!
i can see sun in genting!!!
lolx.
cooling + hot sun....

ate KFC for breakfast...
dear eat porridge..
i ate hotdog platter.
wahaha...
i eat abit nia.
cos!!
ITS THEMEPARK DAY!!!!

after our meal.
we str8 go buy tkt la...
then str8 go in play liao....
our first game is the drive car de...
so dam shiok!
no ppl....
so enjoy..
Mi and dear on the lane nia..
wahahhaa...

and its again..
Cooling + hot sun!!!
so shiok!!

2nd game is the roller coster....
365 turning....
omg.
so shiok la!!!!

3rd game..
we go cycle boat..
wahaha.
its our first water game...
so funny..
the handle control the direction de like sot sot de.
out of control.
lolx.
but we still manage to get it..
cos!
we are clever
waahhaha =x

4th game is the......
pirate ship.......
so nice ya!!!

5th game..........
4get liao
-_-"
but we play all game except the space shoot..
wahaha.
scare scare....

play till around 1...
we go out of the theme park..
take our lunch at the donno wat wat...
eat mee de.
dear eat curry mee.
i eat asam mee mee...
so nice.....

after eating..
go back hotel rest.
cos dear kinda not feeling well.
he flu ar..
rest till 3..

outside is raining....
lucky we already complet all game.
lolx.

sooo........
3 = tea time!
we went to old town cafe....
1 polo pao with ham and cheese
1 curry toste...
1 maggie mee...
2 drink
2 tea egg(beside herb store sell de)
like pig ar......

after eating..
sun out again!!!
so happy.
like so lucky ar!

we went back to theme park again.
PLAY PLAY PLAY!!!
Play till around 6...
we decide to go starbuck sit ar.
cos don knwo wat to eat for dinner yet.

at starbuck,
not even order drink yet.
i sat this van...
9100...
like so familar leh...

Ohhh..
its mushroom farm van..
so i ask dear go ask the uncle izzit go mushroom farm de.
and yes!
it is...
& just nice,
left 2 sit......
so we hopp in ar...

from first world down..
abt 3min nia ar.
online ppl so kua zhang..
say need 5-10 min
-_-''
make mi so scare..........

reach there.
don k now wat to order lo.
so order one
doufu..
baku wang....
3kinda mix mushroom.

overall,
the food not bad la.
but not like online ppl say till like
so cheap...
so worth.
the food is nice...
but the price also almost hou you ju de price ar.
so same same la......
after dinner,
take the van back to resort hotel.

we drop at resort hotel,
cos its still early ar..
9++ nia...
so we went to casino again.....

play till 10++
then back to hotel.....

2nd day joke....
Eve: "Dear, orange or green light ar..."
Long: "wat light??"
Eve: "the cam de charger"
Long: "Orange lo"
Eve: "ohh, izzit, y it look like green ar, i tot spoil liao.."
Long: " no spoil la... its orange la"
Eve: "aiya! where is my spec ar!!!"
Long: "where u put just now???"
Eve: " just now on the bed leh!!! y don have ar!!!"
*** Searching***
Long: "i know where ur spec is!!!"
Eve: "where??? why i no see sia... at where sia!!!"
Long: " you wearing it la!!!"

Sunday 13sep2009,

Morning wake around 8++
i bath only..
dear sick sick liao.....

its raining out where.
cannot see the road at all...
so blur

wanna eat ahyat for breakfast de,
but not yet open ar!!

went to eat mari brown!
wahaha..
dear eat porridge again!
i eat curry mee!!
=x

after meal,
walk walk abit.
but all shop still close.
&&&
its cooling ++ cooling day!
no sun..
even the inside also can see the hase lo.
smoke smoke de.
so cool.

walk walk awhile,
we went back to hotel liao..
pack up..
then do thing......
get ready at around 11.45

we check out...
then go buy cookie...
then go eat ahyat.......
=x
pig...

after eating ahyat,
already 12.40.
our bus is 12.45...
we super rush to toilet.....
then buy muffin then go to the check in bus there...
lolx..........

the bus...
-_-"
same old bus...
haiz...
this time more jia lat..
sitting on the 3rd row...
super squeeze!
if lift up the leg rest,
the leg will knock the front sit,
cannot rest str8!!!
and its my leg!!!
even my short leg also cannot rest lo!
kao!!!!

haiz....
when going down genting..
its like hell to mi!
maybe i just finish my meal + super fast driver!

not only mi ar,
afew auntie also say very xin ku!
drive too fst liao...

1st stop,
at the tu chan there....
buy lao po bing & dou sa bing...
buy few nia.....
cos always buy back no ppl wanna eat.
(this time clear stock liao)

2nd stop,
the same food court there...........

reach sg around 7..
so dam fast...
ate dinner at chai chee....
with mum they all,
they also just back from vietnam...
they tell mi how fun and how nice there!!
so angry!!

they last min all go vietnam lo!
and same date!!!
stupid ar!
but well,
also not bad la,
i get to super enjoy at genting ar!!

:D

3rd joke...
On dad car.... going back his place...

Long: put ur bag down la...
Eve: oh
Long: hang this over there la:
Eve: oh...
Long: wats that pack of thing???
Eve: mum de...
Long: MUM! Eve Call u mum!!!
Eve: -_-"""

2009-08-26T15:22:00.001+08:00

《心理有数》－－测测你的报复心有多强
如果哪天，你遇到歹徒持刀抢劫，
旁边有些可以充当武器的物品，
你情急之下会拿起哪件来反抗？

A）椅子
B）刀子
C）石头　　
D）旗子

A) 椅子 — 你的爱恨分明，
所以当有人冒犯到你，
你的反应也直接，
好恶全写在你脸上。
如果对方肯道歉便罢，
若不道歉又继续不客气的话，
你一定让他吃不完兜着走。

B) 刀子 — 你很重视朋友，
所以心里容不下对方的背叛与出卖；
当被对方伤害时，
你"以其人之道，
还治其人之身"。
你也只会报复一次，
以后也不再是朋友。

C) 石头 — 当你觉得对方实在不可原谅，
想给他点颜色瞧瞧时，
你会先铺好后路，
并借刀杀人，
把对方卖了?
让对方替你算钱，
这也是你的本事。

D) 旗子 — 你是个很懂得用脑筋的人。
当有人得罪你时，
你不会当场发作，
而是暗中等待时间报复，
例如揭他隐私、
攻他痛处，
让对方恨你恨得牙痒痒的，
却又莫可奈何。

《心理有数》－　爱情会为你带来什么
在海边散步，这时天边一轮明月，
正静静地洒下温柔的月光，
如果现在有三幅星星的图案让你选择，
你会选哪一幅图案来搭配月亮呢？

A) 满天璀璨的小星星
B) 一颗明亮耀眼的大星星
C) 一颗瞬间飞逝的流星

A)对爱情感到不安　
你会因爱人的言行举止，
而感到迷惑，
你不能肯定他是否真心爱你，
也不知道爱情会延续多久，
所以你时常为了这个问题而烦恼不安，
其实你不必这么怀疑对方，
应该多给自己的爱情点信心。

B)爱情使你变得更成熟　
明亮的大星星，
象征美好的自我。
所以爱情会带给你活力和省思，
使你变得更成熟，
对方也会因你正面的改变，
而更加爱你呢。

C) 爱情使你充满幻想　
坠入情网的你，
就像飞到了美丽的天堂，
一切都变得如此美好，
你会幻想你和他是一对神仙眷侣，
远离凡尘，
生活在无忧无虑的世界中，
这种幻想，是多么令人陶醉啊

2009-08-26T09:15:00.002+08:00

Its 26 today.
have not been blogging for sometime le.

Have been busy...
plus sick.....

Stupid virus.
there is alot ppl out there....
kanna this stupid virus.
stmoach will unwell...
then fever...
either vomit or diarrhea sia!

The stupid virus is like,
come and go lo...
last few day diarrhea again.
like don need money...
somemore i never eat chilli la...

haizzz.....

this few week was kinda busy with holiday planning.
been planning for the whole week.
kinda head pain.
wanna go thailand de.
can bai bai ma...

but uncle wasnt free.
so cant go.

wanna go kl....
mum & uncle don let.
haiz.
only genting can go nia.
haiz..

if can go genting then down kl will be best huh.....
can play can shop...
haiz...
so sian...

but well.
can go holiday better then nth la.
research on 4 tour bus...
and finally choose WTS..
cos they got pick up from bedok.
lolx....=x

hmmmm...

wonder is wts good ma.

lolx.

shall see how the out come huh.
when back shall post more abt that bus.
i find tat,
online hardly find detail of the bus.

kinda well know de 5star,
but i don like.
remember we paid for the most ex bus...
go there nice nice...
comming back from gentin with the rot bus.
omg..
so i wont take tat again....

grassland kinda cheap,
but,
i saw the chair is those hairy hairy type.
lolx.
i scare skin ichy.

transtar is the best choice..
but also the most expensive lolx.....
the nice nice de very ex sia.

well,
already booked liao.
so now don need see anymore review.

so dam looking forward for the holiday.
althought its only genting..
everyone might be going kl,
thailand,
taiwan,
hongkong,
or even jap, korea?

but....
to mi....
happy jui hao la.
somemore i really feel like going to the themepark...

and this is the first time we are going holiday without mama...
kinda scare scare too,...
like..........
need to be on own...
its like.
first time gonna be at oversea.
must protect ourself....
so.....
i believe genting is a good start?
somemroe at there wont get lost ba...
lolx.

today......
sian.....
wed,
tml stil got work.
friday gonna be on leave.
gonna pray ahma...

i dream of ahma..
haiz.
i miss her...

and the dream lame la.
when in the dream,
i saw ahma,
i know its fake.
its a dream
i still tell ahma,
i know its a dream,
but i miss u............

i told her,..
i really miss her....
and asked her wanna eat her fav food ma.
i go buy for her.

haiz...
wonder if she is still around,
how is our life like??
better?

maybe ba.....
should be better..
at least...
every morning get to eat..
dinner got nice food...
waahahhaha..
=X

hais...
i so jelouse of those ppl still have their granny with them.
so nice huh.
got ahma cook for them.
got ahma to see,....
got ahma to dote them.....

i miss ahma........
here again!
Dear so xinfu...
got both ahma dote him...
When he go his ahma house,
his ahma ahgong will ask,
eat le ma..
wanna eat ma................

this is the kinda of family warm ba....
i really like the feel,
sometime i wonder,
would i have the fu qi to be his wife?
and get abit xinfu of his??
and have a nice family?

hahaha.......
i always dream
=x
when marry in liao
i also got ahgong ahma liao..
& more family member :p
wahahahaha..
=x

When will my dream come true???
or, will my dream come true???
haiz.......
today its 26...
4more day.....
4 more day......

time pass really fast huh....
been holding our hand since young young.....
now already lao cha bo.
lolx.....

really hope we could hold our hand together till our last breath.....

Kevin Richardson With Lion!!

2009-07-29T14:42:00.001+08:00

There is alot more video..

Its so sweet of them

OMG!!!

2009-07-29T12:18:00.004+08:00

FRUITS SHOULD BE EATEN ON AN EMPTY STOMACH.
If you eat fruit like that, it will play a major role to detoxify your system,
supplying you with a great deal of energy for weight loss, and other life activities.

FRUIT IS THE MOST IMPORTANT FOOD.
Let’s say you eat two slices of bread and then a slice of fruit.
The slice of fruit is ready to go straight to the stomach into the intestines,
but it is prevented from doing so.
In the meantime the whole meal rots, ferments, and turns to acid.
The minute the fruit comes into contact with the food in the stomach and digestive juices,
the entire mass of food begins to spoil.

So please eat your fruits on an empty stomach or before your meals!
You have heard people complaining - every time I eat watermelon I burp;
when I eat ‘durian’ my stomach bloats-up;
when I eat bananas, I feel like running to the toilet etc.

Actually all this will not arise if you eat the fruit on an empty stomach.
The fruit mixes with the putrefying of the other food, and produces gas.
Hence you will bloat! Graying hair, balding, nervous outburst,
and dark circles under the eyes…
all these will not happen if you take fruits on an empty stomach.

There is no such thing as fruits, like orange and lemon are acidic,
because all fruits become alkaline in our body, according to Dr. Herbert Shelton who did a research on this matter.

If you have mastered the correct way of eating fruits,
you have the ’secret’ of beauty, longevity, health,
energy, happiness, and normal weight.

When you need to drink fruit juice - drink only fresh fruit juice,
NOT drink mixes in bottles or cans.
Don’t even drink juice that has been heated up.
Don’t eat cooked fruits, because you don’t get the nutrients at all.
You only get the taste.

Cooking destroys all the vitamins.
But eating a whole fruit is better than drinking the juice.
If you should drink the juice, drink it mouthful by mouthful slowly,
because you must let it mix with your saliva before swallowing it.

You can go on a 3-day fruit fast to cleanse your body.
Just eat fruits, and drink fruit juice throughout the 3 days and
you will be surprised when your friends tell you how radiant you look!

KIWI: Tiny but mighty.
This is a good source of potassium,
magnesium, Vitamin E & fiber.
Its Vitamin C content is twice that of an orange.

APPLE: An apple a day keeps the doctor away?
Although an apple has a low Vitamin C content,
it has antioxidants & flavonoids which enhances the activity of Vitamin C
thereby helping to lower the risks of colon cancer,
heart attack & stroke.

STRAWBERRY: Protective Fruit.
Strawberries have the highest total antioxidant power among major fruits &
protect the body from cancer-causing,
blood vessels-clogging free radicals.

ORANGE: Sweetest medicine.
Taking 2 -4 oranges a day may help keep colds away,
lower cholesterol,
prevent & dissolve kidney stones as well as lessens the risk of colon cancer.

WATERMELON: Coolest Thirst Quencher composed of 92% water,
it is also packed with a giant dose of glutathione,
which helps boost our immune system.
They are also a key source of lycopene -
the cancer fighting oxidant.
Other nutrients found in watermelon are Vitamin C & Potassium.

GUAVA & PAPAYA: Top awards for Vitamin C.
They are the clear winners for their high Vitamin C content.
Guava is also rich in fiber,
which helps prevent constipation.
Papaya is rich in carotene; this is good for your eyes.

Drinking cold water after meal = Cancer!

Can you believe this???
For those who like to drink cold water,
this article is applicable to you.
It is nice to have a cup of cold drink after a meal.

However,
the cold water will solidify the oily stuff that you have just consumed.
It will slow down the digestion.
Once this ’sludge’ reacts with the acid,
it will break down,
and be absorbed by the intestine faster than the solid food.
It will line the intestine.

Very soon,
this will turn into fats,
and lead to cancer.

It is best to drink hot soup, HOT TEA or warm water after a meal.

http://health-tipz.blogspot.com/2009/01/correct-way-of-eating-fresh-fruits.html

2009-07-28T17:10:00.001+08:00

相信每个人偶尔多少会有失控、发飙、歇斯底里的表现，只是程度不同。想知道自己的歇斯底里指数有多高吗？通过这个测试了解一下吧。
有人认为红色可以招来好运，在身上妆点一些红的色彩，就可以让自己鸿运当头。那么你会选择穿戴哪些红色行头，来帮自己改运呢?

A）红色鞋子
B）红色皮包
C）红色外套
D）红色内衣裤

A）红色鞋子
你喜欢尽快将事情做好，
干净利落，
绝不拖泥带水。
你一向习惯独立，
尽量不求助他人。
这样的处事方式让生活变得比较单纯，
不必受其他人影响，
自己就不会有非理性的失常表现，
因为多数时候事情都在你的掌控之中，
你的歇斯底里指数是33%。

B、红色皮包
你是个讲求原则的人，
若是有人蓄意挑拨，
根本就是自讨苦吃，
因为你会牢牢将这笔帐记著，
有朝一日让对方得到教训。
当然，你也不是那么可怕，
可是因为你认为人必须要相互尊重，
你也要求自己绝对要做到。
这样的个性，
面对看不惯的事情，
基于强烈的正义感，
当然要发出不平之鸣，
所以你的歇斯底里指数是82%。

C、红色外套
你是凭个人的好恶来做事情的人。
所以要捉摸你的脾气，
实在很不容易。
因为喜好与厌恶的感觉是相当主观的，
有时连你自己也说不出个所以然来。
基本上，你自视甚高，
会有一点傲气。
当你要发飙时，
也会看场合，
不损自己的尊贵气质。
像你这么注重仪态与形象的人，
当然会让自己控制在45%的安全指数以下。

D、红色內衣裤
你的耳根子比较软，
听到一些消息，
只是凭着对发话人的信任，
便一点也不怀疑。
比如，当你收到一些警讯式的电子邮件，
你也会尽快传给亲朋好友。
这样热诚又善良的个性，
有时也不免会被不实的消息给骗了，
你的歇斯底里指数是68%。

21

2009-07-27T11:26:00.002+08:00

There is real different wor........
21 man really grow?

last time,
when he saw his friend,
he only just talk to them,
don even bother to intro.

Now.
when he saw his friend,
he intro wor.
kinda odd odd.
but...
i like it.
feeling much more closer...
like..........................
Donno how to say.....

Remember tat day,
went out with his friend.
lame lo.

they told mi some funny story.
i had never expect so..

Its his 21 bday.
in camp.
his buddy plan to sabo him.

as he already expected....
after his bath..
he wear only underwear,
and tell his buddy..
PLS come and sabo mi..
-_-"
i didnt know he so on lo.
stand there let them sabo him..
lolx.

behine there is reason de lo.....
his buddy say,
he tell them faster sabo liao,
he wanna use phone liao.
wahahahahaha.....

I didnt know,
talking on the phone,
so important to him...
lolx.

Thanks dear.
Love u......

2009-07-23T12:15:00.001+08:00

I like this..
Try it ^.^

这一题的答案，可以显示你和情人吵架后的态度。
忽然下起來的雨在心理学上代表着「与亲密的人所发生的爭执」，
而各种不同的坏雨伞代表在爭执后的压力下，你会採取的态度。试试看吧！

想象一下，天空忽然下起雨來了，你手上只有四把坏雨伞，在不得已的情況下，你会选哪一支来用？

A. 有一个大洞的伞
B. 有几个小洞的伞
C. 伞柄弯掉的伞
D. 伞柄很短的伞

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

答案A：
表示自己有些淋湿了也沒关系，
可以延伸成「低头赔罪也沒关系」。
在吵完架後，
你可能是那种率直地向对方认错，
以求两人言归於好的人，
虽然这样可以达到你的目的，
但是如果对错不分的话，
小心会助长对方的气焰。　

答案B：
表示你在不伤害自己的情況下，
会向对方道歉。
你在吵完架后，
要等过了一阵子，
才会说「那時候我也有错。」

答案C：
显示出你个性上的倔強。
即使明知道吵架是自己的不对，
但还是有意无意会把责任推给对方，
不想认错。
你是那种稍微低头也不是很愿意的类型。
如果这样重复几次，当然会把朋友亲人赶走。

答案D：
表示你是一个吵完就忘的类型。
无论吵得再凶，
对方说得多难听，
睡了一觉之后，
你都好像沒发生过一样地能和对方继续相处。
这样的态度，
会让对方自己觉得惭愧，
而能順利地言归於好。

Tree

2009-07-22T16:08:00.010+08:00

I grow from a seed...
In a pot that is big enough for mi.
Always protected with care.
That keep mi away from the wind.

I start to grow,
The pot was too small for mi.
Moving into the garden,
That was So nice to be.

With help from the soil,
it hold mi up strong & steady.
When time move on,
My root Start to hold deep.

Looking at ppl that are running free,
Facing the same building that always be.
I am a tree.
i always have to be.

There was no way,
i can run free.
i was rooted tide,
that dosnt allowed mi to leave.

There is one day,
Someone came to mi.
He promise he gonna make mi free,
Get mi to somewhere i would wan to be.

Slowly i remove my root from the soil,
and believe that i could be free.
But the man that promise to make mi free,
had never come back to mi.

Now im not free,
Im not steady.
wind is blowing,
Im falling...

Without the soil,
Im weak.

I try to get back to where i use to be,
But the soil was now too hard for mi.

It took Years to build,
SECOND to Fall,
A relationship is just like a tree.

When u hurt the one u love,
and wanna get back later on,
its not as easy as it use to be.

I wont wanna be a fallen tree.
so i would hold on the soil now im holding with.
And would always stay at the place where i should be.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
EveღLong
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Today

2009-07-18T10:25:00.004+08:00

today early morning,
while walking to mrt,
there is a uncle.
around age of 60++

well dressed..
coming to mi,
asked for $2.00 for food.
i didnt give cos..
he is reall well dress lo.
not like those poor ahpek ahma..
he like those rich kind de...

When i tell him i got no cash with mi.
he then say...
"wat abt afew cents?
so i can buy news paper..."
-_-"

kinda OMG!!!
he asking $$ for food liao,
still got spare $$ for news paper..
-_-'"

I don know.
i don know izzit right or wrong.
i didnt give him the money..
kinda i feel very bad lo.

somehow its just $2.00
i think i should have give him ar..
but if i give him.
i will become "Robert"
kinda don know..
after he left.
i feel so bad.

thinking y i didnt give him the money wor.
its just $2.00
Even be "Robert" also ok ma.
Just $2.00
not $200.00

haiz...
if i can turn back clock i would have give him...
if its dear,
i believe he 100% give him...
cos its just $2.00...

he always be "Robert" de.
lolx...

Later can see him liao.
so happy.
Miss HIm badly.

2009-07-15T11:33:00.003+08:00

Yesterday Went shopping with Yin & ver..
@ Tamp 1
OMG lo.
Tat MISS VIVIAN LIM YU TING!!!
think she kanna virus liao.
see this also buy..
see tat also buy...
-_-"""

yesterday i brought 1 small sling bag..
Afflin say don suit mi -_-"
she say too young on mi..
so i old le lar??
haiz.......

yesterday,
didnt eat out wor.
mama got cook...
brought donut hm...
24 for $21 nia.
mi and yin share share lo..

So nice..
miss eating those junk food.
=x

wahahaha...
yesterday mummy cook de fish soup nice lo.
:D

i had fish soup for my pass few day.
wahahaha.
=x

Dear Advance Bday

2009-07-13T15:48:00.003+08:00

Sat,
advance dear bday.

Morning,
he didnt know i not working wor.
so i called him at 10...
ask him reach my hm by 11.30

i wake at 9.
bath.
make up dao lai 11 plus lo.
so when dear reach,
just nice.....

I didnt tell him where we going wor.
so i blur blur bring him go take mrt,
but on the way to MRT,
i notice tat,
i don know VIvo stop at which stop =x

so i ask him..
and he remind mi tat,
there is bus from my hm to there lo.
and even faster!!

So end up walk to bus stop again..
walked 1 big round lo......

Reach there,
its 12.45...
Hungry like hell....
2 pig wanna faint liao.

went to collect movie tkt..
then go in to the "golded" room.

at there,
we then order our food.
Even order food also gold class.
sit there, they give us menu..
they serve us.....

went inside sit...
the sit very big......
not bad...
but too far from dear.
=x

apertizer:
Dear- Dimsum
Mine- French toast

Main:
Dear- Curry fish + rice
Mine- Golden Honey Wing

Dessert:
Dear- BlackForestCake
Mine- BlueBerryCheeseCake

Tea:
Dear- CammomileTea
Mine- EarlGreyTea

So tats our movie + breakfastCumLunch....

after movie..
went shopping.
walkwalk.
gaigai.
got dam lot of sales lo.
i hate shopping when sales is on.
like pasamalam =x
cloth throw here and there..

so didnt shop much....
went outside sit sit.
take pic....

then around 7 go take cab to allson hotel.
Don anyhow think ar.
went there de restruant..
Ahyat.

We Order:
ablone + Sharkfin (Dear)
Bamboo clam (mine)
DeepFryOystal (Both)
FryRice (1plate)
Birdnest (Dear)
Almond dessert (mine)

I really love the bamboo clam lo!
miss miss for long long liao.
since last yr.
eat liao wanna eat again.
but always go back,
but its always out of stock.
finally get to eat liao!!!
Love it!!!!!

After dinner,
Went back my home.
Get change.
then go dear hm...

Drink IceWine at nite..
Dear Fav....

tat day its all his fav la.
lolx...
i plan till head so pain for that Sat lo.
Seriously hope he really enjoy his sat.
if not i can bang wall die die liao.

Hais.
Dear de actual day cannot with him.
haizzzz......
hope he would have a good day with his buddy...

2009-07-10T14:16:00.008+08:00

Just now,
Read the book...
Got say abt the "burking"
so i went online search..

its abt 2 guy killing human then sell for $$....
really dam cool.
its true story.
happen on the 1800's...

they kill lot of ppl lo.
the news i think tat time sure very hot.
got few movie abt tat,
but was later blocked.

i wonder if not got the story..
"movie" sure very hot..
i sure go watch.

haiz..
somehow like the.....
SHit! cant remember the movie name....
-_-"
Dam fuck man!
must take my brain out and reformat!

anyway.....
the best part i like is..

" Burke's death sentence in December 1828. He was hanged on 28 January 1829, after which he was publicly dissected at the Edinburgh Medical College. His skeleton, death mask, and items made from his tanned skin are displayed at the college's museum." .

"In an ironic end to the story Burke’s body was donated to the medical school for what they called "useful dissection". His skeleton is still on display at the University Medical School. A pocket book was also made of his skin and this is on display at the Police Museum on the Royal Mile. "

he make ppl die for research.
and he die liao for ppl see in museum..
4ever die in the museum!
dam sever him right!

but another guy & mistress all bo tio.
all no die..
donno y,
all involve with the killing spree lo.
should have sentence them to death too ma..
think even they die 100 time also not enough!

read abt it if u are interested too:
~ http://www.trutv.com/library/crime/serial_killers/weird/burke/index_1.html
~ http://www.scotshistoryonline.co.uk/burke.html
~ http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/West_Port_murders

childrens jump rope and hopscotch games:
Up the close and down the stair,
In the house with Burke and Hare.
Burkes the butcher,
Hares the thief,
Knox, the boy who buys the beef.

Burke and Hare,
Fell down the stair,
With a body in a box,
Going to Dr. Knox.

Thurs

2009-07-09T17:41:00.002+08:00

Finally today thurs liao.
tml friday.
dear gonna be back.

Somehow i should be happy...
ya im happy,
but not very happy.

i don like the stress lvl.
i don know.
sometime,
when there's some problem,
i don know how to face it.

i just wish to avoid it.
somehow.
i also don know.
y am i cre8thing trouble for myself?

i miss u badly.
i really miss u.
but i don know.
somehow i feel tat..
we sure gonna end up without a good weekend...

or maybe im wrong?
ya,
hope im wrong ba...

Plan to celebrating ur Bday in advance..
this sat...
i really plan like fuck.
all my planning crash!
all gone.
im dam stress now.

i also donno wat i stress of.
but. i only know im dam stress.
head dam pain.

Hope everything gonna go on well ba.
u promise to let mi cry on ur shoulder.
so, i wont cry without u around mi.
i promise to hold back my tears....

Weekend

2009-07-05T21:15:00.003+08:00

This weekend is a short weekend,
but it was one of the best weekend i ever had.
friday after work, meet dear at pasir inter...
ate lerkthai for dinner...
after dinner,
went to buy some of his stuff.
then walk back his hm...

sunday...
wake around 11 plus.
bath dao lai...
do thing..
abt 1...
reach tamp 2pm le.
ate sakei tepayaki for lunch..
after lunch,.
watch movie,
3.30..
ate narcho chip.....

after movie.
went walk walk..
then around 7 go swensens ate......

after eat liao go hagendaz eat ice-cream..
wholeday was full of food.
midnight stmoach pain lo...

after ice-cream,
went back to dear home
he still not enough leh.
still eat hokkien mee lo.

OMG...
haiz....

<心理有数>

你的情绪写在脸上？

当你发现自己中了头奖，你会如何反应??
A) 大笑
B) 跳起来
C) 紧紧握住彩券
D) 呆住

A) 大笑
平時你很少將心情表现在脸上，
你无论高兴或生气，
外在只表现了30%，
別人很难猜测你的心意。
但其实你是很压抑情绪，
平時看似稳定的你，
可能在瞬间爆发，
让人不知所措，
面对感情你很主动，
看到心仪的人，
你不等待，
会直接或间接让他知道你的心意。

B) 跳起來
你的情绪都写在脸上，
藏不住。
一点小事能让你高兴，
也能让你伤心，
但是你恢復的也快。
另外，你很不会说谎，
你说謊時的脸色一定异于平時，
让人一眼就看穿，
劝你还是诚实為上吧!!

C)紧紧握住彩券
你是一個社交型的人物，
在团体中，
你把沟通和相处看的很重要，
因此你人缘多半不错。
你同時注重自己的形象，
关心衣著是否得体，
谈吐是否合宜，
但你也不会隱藏自己的情绪，
会找到人來傾诉。
你对金钱看的很重，
小心別因为钱伤了朋友的和气!!

D) 呆住
你蛮情绪化，
有時显得活泼好动，
有時你选择孤独。
你的情绪也容易因为別人的赞赏而高兴，
因为別人的评论而思索，
你是一个敏感的人。
另外在感情方面，
你有暗恋一个不愛你的人的傾向，
劝你不要太早放感情。

2009-07-02T15:28:00.002+08:00

My mood just like a dark sky.
U, my dear,
u are just like my sun.
Without u around.
my life are dark.....

《心理有数》

你谈恋爱时，会把所有的爱给对方，而忘了自己吗？

如果你是一个俏女郎，今天要约会，你会加強注意臉上哪部分彩妝呢？
A）口红的润泽
B）眼睫毛的捲翹
C）粉底的清透

A）口红的润泽
你忘记愛自己的指数：60%
你內心深处属于慢热型，
虽然很愛他，
可是还是会观察他，
当時間一久就会慢慢地付出更多，
到最後都是为了对方而活。

B）眼睫毛的捲翹
你忘记愛自己的指数：99%
你一旦谈起恋愛來，
完全忘了自己，
眼中只有对方的存在，
凡事都把對方擺在第一位，
完全忘記善待自己。

C）粉底的清透
你忘记愛自己的指数：20%
你认为谈恋爱迁就对方、
改变自己根本就是一件傻事。
你個性冷靜，
常常以自己为主，
因为你认为愛自己比较重要。
爱自己，
善待自己，
再把爱推展到别人身上，
才能同时发挥自己的光芒，
也令你的爱更强大。
Just my 2-cents worth. 祝你幸福。

I felt so real...
haiz..

Sad

2009-07-01T17:04:00.004+08:00

It Tooks YEarssSsS to build.......
MinSsss to fall............

Same go for the trust........
It take years for someone to trust u..
and 1 min to destory all.........

Or maybe i didnt even build it in the first place...?

Somehow,
don feel like saying wat happen.....
Am i the kind of person?
Maybe u think so?.........................................

Im sad...
Wat else can i say?...........................................
Only SAD...
I cant cry..

I promise dear tat i wont cry when he is not around...
I gonna be strong...............

But,
God know tat im not that kind of person...
im always doing something from my heart......

haiz..
im sad...

I need relax myself......
Im who i am...........
Haiz.......
or maybe im just too senstive?
too easy to get hurt by word..
i donno.
but..
Every word mean alot to mi.......
now is like 心如刀割....

~Sweet Dream~
Yesterday i dream of i went into a cake cafe....
afflin & tifflin order the brownie....
and drinks.....

Mum & dad was sitting there drinking coffee.....
Dajie erjie all there..........
Mi and dear just reach....
I order cheese cake...
i miss eating cheese cake(u know de la)
with lots lots of oreo de choco drink......
Sit sit there, family chat chat....
How nice is tat huh!!!
:)

Maybe day dream on too much liao..
till nite sleep also dream of going cafe...
+ with family..
kinda like the feel.
can i always live in the dream?

心理有数你会被什么拴住、套牢。

2009-06-30T15:08:00.002+08:00

At office,
auntie like to listen to 9.72...

well,
around 5.50,
there is always this 心理有数

try this..

你会被什么拴住、套牢。

想像你有一个农场，
遇到了台风把所有的动物都捲走了，
但是有一种动物还活着，
你认為哪一种动物？

A）马
B）牛
C）鹿
D）羊
E）豬

A）马
你就是容易被桃花套牢，
未婚的则容易为男女朋友破财，
已婚有家庭的，
则容易被家里的开销和支出套牢。

B）牛
你的內心常被责任套牢，
即便你已经決定要离职，
也会因为责任道义而放不下现在的工作，
是个容易被责任感跟道德感套牢的人。

C）鹿
你容易被朋友套牢。
许多事情你不想做，
但却无法拒絕，
對於朋友所施加的压力，
总是无法抵抗。

D）羊
因为你的個性比较柔弱，
很容易被生活所需的金钱給套牢。
建议你，
未來一个月不要做任何高风险的投资。

E）豬
不容易被套牢，
但也代表未來一个月你容易被人情套住！

Dam Fking Freak!

2009-06-29T17:18:00.001+08:00

http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/singaporeseen/viewContent.jsp?id=76712

after i saw this post in stomp..
my heart feel dam pain.
it really pain,
i almost cry out!
how the hell can those ppl do such thing!
its really dam pain...

:(
sob sob.
feel like crying out.
omg!

wed & thur

2009-06-19T15:46:00.005+08:00

Wed,
went movie with yin, min, & wendy..
:D
Watch the ghost gf....
Not bad ar..
actually i feel tat,
ever since dear go army,
i watch lame movie i also will laught liao..
not like last time,
totally cannot laugh..
Maybe missing him make mi more emo`tion ba...

after movie actually walk walk abit nia.
cos already 9 when movie end.
walk till 9.30 go home le...
when on mrt, dear call...
talk to him till 10,

when reach hm he already hang..
so sian..
like only get to chat awhile....

reach home,
do thing, then read book till 11++
then oi oi liao.....

Yesterday
Morning saw cat cat,
she seems hungry.
or sick..
:(
she was like looking for something,
she bite leaf!!!
i was in a rush,
cannot buy food for her..

Yesterday nite
didnt go out wor...
but go to watson & NTUC..
like so auntie..
lucky zuanyin go with mi..
if not im just like an emo auntie.
-_-"

Brought alot of stuff...
for personal use de....
spend $70 lo..
haiz...
3 big bag..
so dam heavy..........................

if its not urgent,
i sure wont buy first,
wait tat dear home then buy.
super heavy lo!!!!
haiz..
really like auntie go market=x

when reach home,
cat cat also not there,

hope tonight she is there,
can buy food for her,
haiz..
so poor thing.......
i also poor thing,
today also bo go out..
tml also donno wanna go out ma..
haiz.

Without`U,Im`Just`An`Empty`Shell ♥私の心はuに属する♥

Sometime ppl think tat they are doing the right thing,
but they never wake up and face the true...
And still, they refuse to listen to other,
but still wanna share cocker with other.
trying to proof tat how good they are?

GOD is fair..
Thing come and go,
u wont be lucky 4ever.
u might get the SO CALL happiness now...
But 1 day u gonna loss all of it...

The day will come,
its just sooner or later nia..
lets wait and see,

To mi,
since already adviced,
and yet u still don listen,
then don expect i will be there if 1 day u are crying,

2009-06-17T15:19:00.003+08:00

YEsterday went dinner with ade and ver.
Kinda rush,
but its nice..
at least get to meet,
had some chat...
:)

简单的幸福是比幸福还要更幸福 - copyright by vivian lim

Actually its real true,
Sometime we expecting more and more..
but end up,
we get nth......
Or even worst if...
getting something rot.............

We must really learn to apperciate everything..
everyone...
everyhour we have....

Seriously....
happiness is just like flying kite,
u cannot always be pulling it,
u need to give and take....
Once u pull too hard,
or let off too lose.....
it will fly of like kite....
Once it gone...
it never gonna return............

anyway!
u sure cant fly 2 kite at the same time -_-"
unless u got 2 head...
2 head snake?
wahahhaahhaha
4 arm???
monster????
wahahhaahahahhaha =x
because sooner or later,
both kite are gonna fall,
or even fly off...

I been posting thing like this,
its not tat somethign happen to mi,
its jsut tat i have seen ppl around mi...
they might look happy..
or maybe truly they are happy??
but i don know...
but i believe 1 day they will regret.

no one is perfect,
so, when you urself is not perfect,
then, don expect too much...

Sometime 3rd party are just kinda like a cat....
which cat wont eat the fish tat are fresh and free?
U might think tat u are so attractive?
ppl see u love u?

come on!
wake up..
u think u really wat?
neh neh big like bowling ball?
back side big like toilet bowl?
skin like fish ball?
*faint*
U really think ppl love u?
u really think ppl will stick with u 4ever.
u think everyone can tahan u like he dose?
COME ON!
知足 la!
who really love u?
who have always been there when u are falling?

Just because of 1 time, when u fall, and he is not around,
and someone else happen to pass by,
then u need to throw urself over to him?
u sure he gonna hold u like this 4 ever?
u sure he is better then him?

Like wat i say.....
Don regret..............
God is looking at it,
U can leaving ur pass,
and be with ur present...

and ur present can leave u,
and to be with his furthur too........

2009-06-16T15:41:00.003+08:00

last thurs,
was on leave.
actually wanna meet ade and ver de,
then end up afflin say wanna come find mi,
and her sis also wanna come along......

but end up only afflin come nia..
-_-"
then went to ehub sing k with afflin lo.

Well,
got kinda feeling...
IM OLD..
=x

i know de song she never heard b4..
Even jay de "kai bu liao kou"
i was like..
OMG....
I really auntie liao..
haiz

Well...

Have been to dajie & erjie de house on weekend..

sat at erjie house, bake muffin...

sun at dajie house make kimchi....

time kinda pass fast...

Miss dear dear....

Nothing much to blog ar,

Yesterday was kinda sleepy...

sleep dam early lo..

7 pls already feel like sleeping.

but "tahan" till 10.30(after dear hang phone) then oi oi......

althought everynight can chat him,

but its kinda still not enough de lo.

NEVER BEEN ENOUGH

gonna see him soon...

so..

i gonna be strong.. and sure,

will miss him every day,

every hr, every min and sure! every sec too :D

Oya~

Later gonna have dinner with ade and ver.

:D..

So happy................................

So long never meet ade liao..........

Shall have fun later ^^

Tired

2009-06-08T13:51:00.002+08:00

Yesterday chat with afflin till...
Don remember wat time....
*YAWN*
Super tired.....

She told mi lots of joke,
not gonna share out here.....

Thing are so funny
We cant listen from 1 side story..
Sometime we need to get into it and understand it...

Listen from 1 side story is just like kanna "spell"
ppl say wat u also believe....
to mi..
i believe in myself..
Y listen to others..
anyway wat pass is alredy pass.

Everything happen in the pass,
we cant turn back and show....
Only gods know wat had been happening....

Well,
God is always looking at us.
We cant lie to everyone.
we can make up story..
ppl can believe the story...
but god know the true............

Anyway wat pass is really pass...
Since we cant turn back,
we cant change..
saying so much also useless.....

Lets 4get it.
Who right who wrong also dosnt matter.
somemore death de ppl also death le..
so.....
wat more......

anyway i cant stop her from saying so..
she" love to say,
then just let her be ba...
But i will still leave some advice,

Gods is looking at it......

PPl is bad to us,
dosnt mean tat we need to be bad to them too....
To mi....
Doing the right thing is more important....

Stupid Dream

remember tat day i had a dream ...
somewhere,
there is a dog,
she look so pretty.....

then i wanna go sayang her..
she was so lovely...
but when i sayang her half way..
she bite mi....
she is scare of mi,
and tats y she bite ppl.
everyone is scare of her too.......

it didnt scare mi off.
im angry.
not cos she bite mi..
but im angry cos she should not be biting ppl...
So i actually slowly be friend with tat dog,
and teach her lots of thing
and actually b4 my dream end,
the dog stop biting ppl!
and be friend with alot ppl!!!!

wahahahaha..
i know its lame....
but the feel..
like so happy..
like doing something good.
the dog not scare of ppl le..
don bite ppl le.
become friendly dog lo..
so cute...

Sat

2009-06-06T14:36:00.005+08:00

Yesterday Went out with Ite friend.
Had dinner at "fish Market"
after dinner, went to TCC sit sit,
chat chat......

Dear come Fetch mi around 11++.....

Today,
Dear say go DTE pack thing eat...
he go alone cos i not yet bath :x

End up he go NTUC buy food back and cook...
-_-"
wait till abt 1 then got food eat lo....
Hmmm..
BUt nice nice...
:D

I had never miss eating MacSpicy this badly..
So long never eat le lo..
hmmmmmmm......
die die by next week i wanna eat!!!!

Actually love is something very funny.
Starting of a relationship is always sweet.

Its is not easy to meet someone u love & love u,
and its surely not easy to be with the person u love & love u...
Sometime when u have it,
u don apperciate it...
when u lost it,
then u will start to regret it....

Love are really funny huh...
its really hard to explain,
but, we ourself must know what place we are standing......
If u are standing in a safe and comfort place.
y u still wanna give up this place??
u sure other place will be more comfort then this place?
u sure the other place wont fall?
y wanna try anothe place which might look safe & comfort,
But might be dangrous and end up having no place to stand?

I got lots of say,
But...
Seriously..
love is not just...
L.O.V.E........

2009-06-03T12:09:00.002+08:00

歌名：二缺一歌手：蔡卓妍所属专辑：二缺一

I love this song..

There is cantonese & chinese de wor...

Smile Smile

2009-06-01T14:41:00.004+08:00

Im so happy...
Im lucky..
I guess even win toto also not as happy as now...
wahahahha....

2009-05-28T09:44:00.002+08:00

Im so tired.
I try my Best to change.
I try My best.......

But wat i try,
Changing myself,
Only Getting myself Hurt.....

I might be mad,
I might be small hearted.
I might be over jelouse.
I might be over senstive.

I try,.....
I really did my Best to change.....
But i really cant do it well..
I try to accept wat it is..
I try to do wat i should be....

But,
all im doing, is not wat i wan.....
it only get myself hurt more and more....
Its like the angel trying to be good,
and the devil fighting over....

Im so dam stress..
I know wat i have always been,
is always too much..
Tats y i wanted to change.......

But, whenever i start to change myself.
I feel so pain.......
The pain that i cant say.......
it hurt..............

Should i say,
wheneven i lost my confident,
I still start to lost to the devil...

I really got n0 confident on myself.
I feel so helpless.
Angel say im good.
Devil say im rot.

and my mind always believe the devil.........
IM so dam tired..
Really tired.

2009-05-15T16:31:00.002+08:00

Today friday,
Finally!

Last week mother day...
Also daddy bday...
We usually don celebrate mother day de...
So we celebrate daddy bday on sat,
cos his bday on monday,
Everyone bo free...........

Dajie pay for dinner..
erjie bao angpo..
i buy perfume for him as usual....

Then dear brought His mama perfume too..
For mothers day~

This month totally broke lo..
Spend so much...
tml sat..
Cousin celebrating her bday tml..
need buy present again..
donno wat to buy..
she say she wan "pi po"
Think tml going shopping see see got "pi Po" ma...

Then mth end mama bday lo..
gonna spend $$ again..
Every yr spend the most is May...
haiz.........................................

If u were mi,
will u go for $$ or responsible???
i choose to be responsible.....
Will i regret 1 day??
But i believe for now...
My heart tell mi tat responsible is more important...
And im sure i wont regret for now....

Im still young...
there is lots of money which i cant Earn...
Even working with my whole life also can earn finish.
responsible + happiness are more happy for mi now ba.......

Today JOke

Mi: malaysia kanna liao.. h1n1.. die...
Dear: lol....
Mi: must buy mask liao.....
Dear: use peel off mask la.....

"peel off mask" <-- face mask -_-"""

Memories

2009-05-12T13:24:00.002+08:00

Sometime,
Memories are the best.
recall of how i had fun with my relative.
play catching..
play L.A.N game.
Play zero-point.

and now, already different...
we didnt even meet out,
and hardly get to see each others.

The 1st eggs i fry.
the 1st orange i peel for ahma.
the 1st dog that share swet with mi.
I love to spoil dajie & erjie toy b4 spoiling my own.(wahahaha)

now i can cook more then eggs.
now i peel orange ahma also cant get to eat...
now 1st dog that share sweet with mi, already die till donno where le.
now... =x wahahaha. i still so sway, always spoil dajie & erjie thing...

Looking back sometime really sweet.
How i wish i can record everything down,.
i got a bad memory.
im so worry tat 1 day i will 4get every thing......

still remember one of my cousin.
when my ahkim have her.
they always love to bully mi.
cos im overspoiled when im kids.
love to cause problem~~
bleh bleh~~

They even say wanna throw mi out if i don learn to behave...
lolx.
at tat time i really hate the baby cousin.

She steal my toy.
steal my mickey.
steal my mummy.
steal her mummy.
steal her daddy.
steal my ah ma.
everyone start to love her more....
when she start to walk.
she start to talk.
more jia lat.
steal my key chain and hide -_-"

But when her younger sister are born...
she was been taken to another side her ah ma there.
(long story, which nth much to say)
at that time.
well,
everyone sad..
IM SAD TOO......
SHe is just like our sister........
I bath with her..
i play with her...
i tap her to oioi.....
her 1st step.....
her 1st drink from straw....
her 1st word.... "mama"
she called my ahma first!
everything is sweet..

and there gose..
we start to be apart...
feeling now are different,.....
alot more different....

The younger sister....
Kawaii like hell!
when she is baby.
just like a doll.
everyone dote her.
She is just like a 100% doll doll~
hmmm....
at tat time, maybe our age gap more big le,
so no more like jelouse of stealing toy or so...

I even save $$ to buy toy for her.
never eat from school lo,
then save $0.50 each day and slowly save de wor.
(but was throw, seems nth to her) -_-"
bring her go out.
hmmm,
she is more over spoil by eveyone....
everyone say she got the same patten like mi.
cause lots of trouble....
-_-"

Kids are really cute..
nice....
when when grow up,
there is alot problem..
Sometime the problem...
Not so easy to say de...
when start to grow,
ear also block with more shit.

i know.
i walk pass these too..
don like ppl nag...
don like ppl kaypo.......
but sometime,
i regret.
i hope when im young,....
mummy nag mi more.....

there are alot of thing which are not able to change,
And now y we nag her so much?
cos we don wish she will be 1 day regret and blame us...
We cant change the pass,
So all we can do is avoid her to go into those wrong de way.

But how much can we do?
last time mummy also did nag,
dajie also did nag,
but was from left side in, right side out.
lol...
maybe now i nag her also same...
left side in, right side out.

Sometime im so stress when nagging at her.
im tired...
-_-"
even think of giving up of nagging.....
but......
we cant....................

i really wish can talk to her nicely,
but whe i talk nicely,
she like cant hear mi.
i need to shout, and up spoiling my own mood...
haiz......

its all call bao yin!!!!
i make ppl angry, now she make mi angry..
haiz....
-_-"

~~~

2009-04-27T11:07:00.004+08:00

Thurs,
Nite dear is hm....
Meet him on tat nite,
MIss him lot.
kinda happy,
kinda sad.
don know how to say..
Feeling odd...

Went to his mama work place there,
then went to eat "dim Sum"
then back to his hm....

Friday,
Didnt work,
Took leave long a go...
Wake around 9am,
went jogging with dear.....

Ate lunch at drive 6...
mee.....
went back to dear hm.....
Play dota with him............
then he rest...
(he is sick )
*i play sims alone*

Nite went to changi there eat,
to advance celeb his mum bday....
Went to loyang there bai bai.....
then go home.....

Sat,
wake 11 plus or so...
went to Ehub...
ate the healthy mee.....
Watch F&F,
its very long ago movie i know,
but only get to watch tat day....................

During movie time,
saw ppl video lo..
Malaysian ppl.
so freaking di ko...
i saw them video i gui yi talk loud loud,
then they only video abit...
then off le........

when watching the movie,
they saw gal,
they will go "woooo"
then they saw kissing or hugging,
they will go "waaaa"
so fucking freak la.
wanna do anythign go home pcc la.
3 big guy sit couple sit somemore.
so er xin,
still make those sound.
like never see gal b4.
WTF man......

after movie,
went back dear hm....
he eat yao then rest..
(he is sick sick)
*i play sims aloneAGAIN*

he wake around 6 or 7 plus..
went to Ehub again!!
eat new york...
then went to NTUC buy sushi...
Brought kinda lot lo..
tot his sis will wanna eat too..
but end up...
1 go out....
1 didnt eat much...
end up leh...
eat till wanna die die...
-_-"

Sunday,
wake around 10...
went jogging....
then went home,
bath,
rest,
cook..........

After eat liao.
dear eat yao sleep.....
(he is sick sick sick)
*i play sims alone again agina!!!*

Till around 5 he then wake...
then 5 plus sleep again..
7 plus then wake...
went to drive 6 eat....
then went back his hm...
then nite send mi home.....
BORING~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

sometime im asking myself,
if i can choose again......
Wat will i choose...
last time, i say i will choose to retake my PSLE..
So tat i can score well..
Go to good Sec..
study well..
And able to earn lot........

But now..
if i can choose again.
i don wanna choose any..
cos.
im happy with wat i have,
and happy with wat i am.

We cant turn back,
so there is no point of looking backwards...
y not look forward and apperciate the life now.
and stop wasting the time we have now.......
Love everyone around u....
Now i only wish to be with dear till the day i die.....
NOT till the day he die ar..
COs he cant die b4 mi..
wahahhaha.

Never let go my hand before mi.
I need u to hold my hand.

I will fall if u didnt ...

Pls Promise to hold my hand till the day last...

Helpless

2009-04-21T16:48:00.003+08:00

Yesterday NIGHTMARE....
I dream of.....
Near my house there there ba..
someone...
a man kanna knock down by van or lorry.....
i saw it..

and the man roll and fall to my front...
I cant see his face...
I don know who is tat...
its at the blk 30 there...
the slop...
then i faster look at the car..
trying to take down the car no.

the car revest....
like gu yi knock the man de.
then faster drove off.....

i wanna shout for help but cant..
i keep crying and wanna shout..
but i feel so helpless.
cant shout........

I feel so helpless...
The dream make my heart dam pain........

I dream of dear dear home almost everyday..
I guess i really miss him too much..

STOP

2009-04-21T10:38:00.003+08:00

Gonna stop blogging for sometime,
till my mood is back.
something breaking my heart..

Its not relationship matter,
its not family matter.......
Somehow i don know how to say.
& kinda don wish to say.......

Once im ready to blog again.
i will blog again...

Im putting all my bless on u.
Im gonna pray hard for u everyday.
I love u more then myself.
Hope everything is gonna be alright.
I will always be by ur side,
no matter wat happen.

Don ever think of facing alone!

I will never leave u,
Even u ask mi to leave.....

Please take back the word...
Loving mi is more then enough.
I hate the promise u make.
i really dislike.
I really able to take care of myself.
Please, i don need u to share for mi.

Till now,
i still remember the promise u made.
ever since tat day....
there is lots of thing happen.

Hope all the word will return.
i wanna take back all the word u had said.
Pls...........

2009-04-17T09:59:00.003+08:00

Was sad this few day with dear around...
Count Down~~~
7 daysssssss more to go...

Yesterday meet ver at pasir ris...
Meet @ Ehub.....
watch movie "17again"
its nice...
its not bad....
story line also better,
not like some,
go back to young age just for fun?

he actually back to 17 & see his son & daughter life.
and also from there get to apperciate his wife & life.

After movie,
went to dear Aunt house,
pass his cousin thing.
then took cab hm....

From now on,
will never call those sluty bitch again!
Never....
COs i just know....
bitch = female dog -_-"(i know im dum)
I love female dog...
So no more bitch for sluty...
they don deserve to be call as dog.

I miss u,
Are u thinking of mi everyday?
Do u sleep well at nite?
Ur arm is hurt,
HOw i wish im there to rub for u.
it must be very painful for u.
When u are back i promise to tub for u.

Sad

2009-04-13T09:37:00.007+08:00

althought i sleep early this few nite,
but i believe i gonna look like panda soon.....

Sat 11 apr 2009

Wake early in the morning send dear go terkong.
Tour around there.
till abt 1 plus then say bye to dear.
nothing much like to say abt there.
nothing really interest mi.
really no mood to look around..
when he fall in.
don even get to hug him last time b4 go....

After sending him,
went back to his hm.
pack his thing.....
pack my thing.
then went to white sand..
with his mum, sis, cousin.

after awhile his dad send mi home,
meet yeelin & ver.
went to fetch yeelin hub.
then go to east cost eat...
food is nice.
everything is gratz.
but my mood is NOt correct.

100% no mood.
im tired.

after eating,
want to yeelin house play majong.
lost $1.40...
after majong actually wanna watch movie de.
but kinda full house.
so decided to find a place sit sit drink and chat...

so plan to go east cost.
but then change plan say wanna go swissotel..

then at car,
change plan say go clubbing..
but i hate clubbing..
100% no mood clubbing.
so end up went to a lounge..

with live band...
but after 30 min....
they change to dancing music lo.
nothing much different as clubbin
-_-"""""""

after that,
its abt 2++am le.
went home....
bath sleep..
hardly sleep.
whole mind was full of dear...
Is he sleeping well????

haiz..........

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Sun 12 apr 2009

Wake around 11 plus.
eat...
dajie bath for Dar & ling...
I brush them..
then sweep floor...
mop floor..
play sims.....
play DS...

But time still pass super slow...
Super bore...

NIte time dear call abt 9.45..
less then 5 min he hang le.
like..... -_-""""

Seriously,
i cant sleep well at nite.
its like hell....
Been waiting for him to sms or call mi.
finally 4.44am he sms mi..
so happy..
sms with him awhile then i go back sleep....
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Mon 13 Apr 2009

Work day....
MOnday blue?
Time pass slow..
till lunch time also no mood eat...

nite time...
finally dear call..
yesterday chat him for...
abt 30min or so...
So miss him...

Its so funny,
when he is around,.
i feel so fan..
wan read book,
he keep nag.
don let mi read......

when play computer.....
he also nag,..

Now,
he is in camp,
comp & book & Ds...
is there for mi..
but i don even feel like touching them...

haiz...

**~I really MIss u Dear Dear~**
I Promise tat i will take care of myself when u are not around mi.
But =x after leaving terkong, not more then 3hr...
i already hurt my head with big bum...
I will learn to take care of myself...

Poor Life

2009-04-09T15:57:00.004+08:00

http://sg.news.yahoo.com/afp/20090406/tap-indonesia-crime-murder-court-aeccaac.html

After reading this news.
I really feel like reading the book.
it must be dam sad..
His family....
his childhood...
But its not written in english...
hopping there will be the english vs of the book soon....

&&&&

Elisabeth Fritzl,
another poor story..
she been rape by her father..
not daysss..
not mth..
but yrssss...
A long long 24 yrs!

a secret dungeon...
that was build by her own hand,
she didnt know tat,
the dungeon she buil =her jail + her home of 24 yrs..
Never get to see the sun for 24 yrs..
the kids she born with her own father....
her kids father & also grandfather.
Never know how sun look since they were born too......

She gave birth without anyone help.
She is so strong.
i believe if im her.
i might already kill myself by then.

News wrote tat,
she gonna write book abt her life in the underground.
and how she live those yrs...

Really cant wait to see their book.

Dose their mum teach them?

2009-04-08T09:51:00.006+08:00

Yesterday,
Lunch time actually jio collauge eat KFC..
when they call to place order,
they actually say they don delivery yesterday.
Don know wats the reason....
Sian 1/2......

After awhile my another collauge call up...
saying can order le,
so they call up and conform its order............
after abt 2 min?
the KFC ppl call..
Say don have...
this time sian 100%..
its like...
WTH..

Y there is no delivery yesterday,
which i had been order b4..
y did they conform the order if they didnt delivery?
Don get the link............
Don see why is there any reason for them not delivery at our area yesterday.

So end up eating malay rice..
Its dam yummy!
i finish whole pack of rice!!
=x

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Yesterday ahyi come find mi..
go home together..
she was walking around this area..

the Train was full of ppl,
Ppl sitting are sleeping,
studying,
chatting.....

As my aunt.
PPl who know..
should know tat she is kinda,
adnormal?
She fall countless of time when she go to work..
She even fall till head bleed..
now arm de donno wat break la.
then can hold thing.
cant put her hand high...
(long long story)

At the train,
she hardly balance herself....
There are few ppl saw her,
but didnt give up their sit...

well.....
I seriously don mind they didnt give up sit.
cos, we pay the same $$...
those are kind enough de,
will sure give up their sit..
those are not.
i don blame them too...

BUT!
there is this fucking auntie..
and her son...
son is poly student
(saw his card)
they didnt give up sit..
NVM!
but still fucking look at my aunt like fucking idiot.

I really cant stand this kind of ppl.
My aunt look adnormal.
but!
the auntie are more idiot then anyone else....
feel like slapping her.
Stupid ppl born with stupid eyes.
Stupid brain,
And stupid heart!

I really hate ppl with those eyes.
is there anything wrong with my aunt?
if u all looking is kelian her.
then give a helping hand by giving her the sit..
not fucking looking at her like ur fucking eyes wanna drop out.

``````````````````````````````````````````````

this is not the worst.
Remember few yrs back...
MI,dear,dajie,ahyi...
took bus to 85 market..
on bus no.222.

This fucking guy with his fucking gf.
look at my aunt like hell..
they sit infront of us,
and keep turning their head over and see.
and not turn once..
is keep turning and turning and turning.
SEE HOW OVER ARE THEY????

I seriously fucking dam angry.
and scold the guy.
know wat..
he didnt feel shame.
and turn the word by saying my dear looking her PLK.
its like.........
ccb. ur fucking bitch ugly like fuck,
i think i wake up in the morning also prettier then her.

then don dare to look at us.
don dare to go into topic as our topic is,
"he keep looking my auntie"...
He keep wanna tio my dear..
give stupid excuse as "he looking at my gf"
we alight the bus together at the same stop...

He fucking act till wanna hit my dear.
Dear wanna punch him liao.
(if really fight. i sure let the bitch know how ugly she gonna be
and sure make her look more ugly!)
Then tat fucker sway sway,
play black with us.
say he from wat wat gang.
kpkb like his mother die.
across the road..
ahgu saw him shouting at us..
my ahgu run over and PUNCH* him on his fucking face!
wahahahahha.
serve him right!

then after the "bao" at his face.
he don dare to shout lo.
talk to my ahgu nicely.
say sorry la fuck la.
I seriously curse him!
fucking curse him with all my will.
this type of ppl not scare de.
not yet give birth,
not scare will bao yin on their kids?
no scare will bao yin on their grand child?
fucking son of the bitch.
this fucking guy really make mi fucking angry.
Even till now.
think le also still feel dam angry.....
PHEW!

Opps..... =x

Sometime i really thinking.
those ppl....
mother never teach them?
don look at ppl like tat.
its fucking rude.

Ever since i know how to quarrel ppl...
Whenever i go out with aunt,
there is always few ppl looking at her.
but some just look le turn away.
some will lock their eyes on her
when ppl look at her like tat.
i sure talk cock and make the ppl feel "xia suay" for wat they did.

Those still got feel de ppl,
still got some basic knowledge de.
will usually turn and walk away.
for those not...
will turn and quarrel with mi,.
but i don mind.
quarrel with those fucking ppl is my hobbie!

but there are very good ppl too.
when eating outside,
they saw aunt cant use chopstick,
they offer her a fork.
WHy not everyone as good as them?
haiz.....

OMG

2009-04-07T10:06:00.003+08:00

Today listen from 9.33 tat,
阿桑 was death...
Pass away yesterday...
her song is nice..
there is one of her song,
angel,
cant find from youtube.
only at haoting have.........

i love dear alot,
With all my life,
but i WONT,
wont hug him anywhere,
wont hug him everywhere.
wont kiss him anywhere,
wont kiss him everywhere
Love dose not need to show everyone!
COME ON!

I have saw this young coupler..
Age, 17-20?
Gal work around city area.
The guy always pick her up i think...
its was my 2nd time...
2nd time saw this coupler on mrt......

1st time,
they were kissing all the way....
Like didnt see for fews yrs..
Miss each other so dam badly...
from city area kiss till pasir ris...
(im with dear going back his hm)
the coupler didnt alight lo.
think they kiss back to city again....

Yesterday saw them again!
From city area kiss till bedok..
this time they alight at bedok..
so i believe the first time i saw them,
they from city kiss till pasir ris..
then pasir ris kiss till bedok...
its like...
WTF...

Not that they cant kiss.
but need kiss so long meh.
then the boy look...
like lao ti ko like tat..
the way he kiss the gal....
was like. fucking Ti ko.

Lucky dear don kiss mi this way..
we know wat is shame..
wan do anything go home do la..
those young coupler,
really don think of their mum..
wat if ppl take pic,
and show to their mum??
like so xia suay!
not the 2 coupler xia suay lo..
is the mother xia suay!!!!

Ya, everyone is looking at them.
Really look at them..
all the way...
(same go to mi, got free show sure see la.)
they seem like didnt care..
they like enjoy alot lo.
maybe they think its cool...?

but..
Come on...
ppl is not jelouse of u fucker..
PPl is looking at u just like..
watching movie.....
Lucky there is not much kids around.

Dajiesay she even saw young malay coupler
kissing on mrt till like going have sex on the sport.
she say the malay gal even lick the guy ear..
really so shame shame..

Sometime after i saw those young kids..
make mi really scare of giving birth...
wat if my kids go the same way?
wat if i don know how to teach them?
wat if i did my part,
but they still do the wrong thing???

可怜天下母亲心

SO cute!

2009-04-06T10:14:00.006+08:00

Bizkit the Sleep Walking Dog. @ Yahoo! Video

This dog so cute!!
He sleep walk wor.
Lucky my BoyBoy(maledog)....
Didnt so jia lat..
he only dream..
then cry in dream....
NIGHTMARE!!!!!!!

Yesterday Just like a pig sia...
Wake around 10 plus..
slack at bed till 11 plus..
bath le go Ehub with dear & his mama & papa eat.....

after eat le,
His papa send his mama go work,
then we go mac sit eat ice-cream,
cos Movie start at 2.10.....

After eating ice-cream..
went to the arcade..
(still got lots of time)
didnt play game,
but play the hook candy de...
dear spend $15 for a small pack of sweet lo......

Got one jap de..
"FURUTA-Fresh Cream Pie"
nicenice wor.
if anyone know where got sell pls let mi know..
im looking for it!!!!!

We watch the movie "the unborn"
Not bad la.
hai hao..
hmmm
not scary as i tot..
just tat the boy keep jump out to scare nia.
the rest not really scary...

The story line also not bad.
better then the wat train last time i watch de...
keep anyhow kill nia.
boring..
at least this story,
really a story...

Happy Sat~~~

2009-04-04T12:11:00.003+08:00

Yesterday use the KOse mask..
Dear de black head out leh..
Alot lo....
Omg....

then my one hor..
stuborn like hell..
not even 1 out lo!!!
angry!!
Next time use...
i must Use hot steam air....
force the stupid pores open....

Today WOrking halfday..
After work gonna go beach rd eat!!
Miss there de beef mee lot lot...

Today is Aries Bday
hmm,
21 yrs old le ar..
Old le ar..
=x
wahahhaa.
HappyBirthday~~~
May all ur wish come true~~~~~

Still remember when im 16?
always wish to be 21.
cos 21 got lots of freedom...
But now.
i wish to be back to 16...

16yrs old freedom = Lots of time for shopping....

=Spend mum... No $$ problem...

BUT~ Cant this cant tat

Mum care this care tat..

fan ar?

21 yrs old freedom = parent no care....
Can this can tat.
Lots of freedom..
ya... FREE D.O.M!!!!
= Earn own, spend own........
now wan mum care more then also don care..
Freedom till life like photocopy out de...
wake-work-eat-home-eat-sleep-
then again- wake-work-eat-home-eat-sleep-

Life are funny..
Full of Complain ar?
lolx

~Life~

2009-04-02T09:21:00.004+08:00

Life so Funny,
We mUst always handle with care.
Once u Didnt hold it well.
it might just fall....
& break...............

Some ppl are born adnormal..
they are so poor thing.
but they never give up their life...
all they wan is a normal life.....

BUT...

Some ppl born to be normal..
But don appriciate their life......
Take drug?
gamble?
don wanna work?
drink?
fight?
get crime case???
Even till fucking old liao still donno how to think.....

Sometime looking the adult around...
I feel so odd..
im 21 (soon to be)....
they are around 40? 50?
but yet they are the one behave like the 21...

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Yesterday......
Reach home abt 7.10....
dajie show mi a news...
It was abt a smuggling drug case.

it was a Guy,
think abt 30++ 40++?
Stay near my house here de...
He was kinda disable..
HIs arm & leg....
But his mind.....
100% Clear...
He can smoke.
he can gamble.........

the news was abt him,
Owning some gamble debts...
And to clear off his debts..
he was ask to smuggle drug from thailand to taiwan.

News report tat,
NOt yet sentence.
but as those case,
usually = life in prison or death........

It like...
After hearing this news.
Heart so pain....
Life shouldnt be like tat.
He was born not normal.
and yet he is doing all those thing.
he is spoiling his own life..

Really cant imagine how his life now at there.
The feeling...
i cant tell...
its more then sad........
Really praying hard for him,
hopping he wont get the death penalty...
also hope he wont get the life in prison too.......

Happy

2009-04-01T14:51:00.002+08:00

Hmmm.
Yesterday stay in office till abt7pm.
cos those ppl repair thing de..
stay till so late lo.
then manager family got thing ma,
so i say i help him stay lo.
so he can go off earlier..
*since go home also nothing to do,
dear still on they way nia...*

The repair man left abt6.45
i pack thing then faster rush to mrt..
Dear just nice at my Mrt stop lo..

The water pipe change le.
&&& the water smell also change lo.
now got the new new smell.
like.....
Yucky lo the smell..
today whole day didnt drink water.
only drink 1 milk & 1 furit juice..
OMG.
Tml need bring my own water.

An apple aday to keep a doctor away..
An ice-cream a day to kill the badmood away.Yummy~~~

Today collauge gave mi a Yam ice-cream..
Nice nice...
Just NOw still thinking of wanna eat only
Wahahahaha...

Yesterday mood = SUx...
TOday morning mood = freaking SUX!

only till after eating the ice-cream then feel better..
Really..
eating ice cream can throw away tat stupid badmood.

Sometime i feel like giving up.
Im tired.
really tired.
Im sick of it..
But i cant give up..
How can i give up?
I should not think of giving up.
Thats not the right way..
Wat Should i do?
Cry?
Emo??
sad???
wat else???

I really Did my best..
I will try my best not to give up.
but i DON promise tat i wont give up.

The JOke of My day

2009-03-31T15:44:00.002+08:00

Today i Answer Call.........
DOnno wanna laugh or angry...
so pek chek and so funny...
=x

She: WE HAVE CHECK.... hELLO... AR HELLO........
Mi: Yes....
She: WE HAVE CHECK THE XXX THAT .... HELLO... AR HELLO..... HELLOOOO
Mi: ya??? (OMG)

Like...
When she talk
4 sure i not gonna say anything ma.
but she keep hello & hello...

妹妹你真美

2009-03-30T10:46:00.002+08:00

Guess,
Not many of u guys heard this song b4..
But when im kidds...
at karaok,
always hear this song..
and i love this song since....
Very Very Super Old Song.......

FriendShip

2009-03-27T15:16:00.004+08:00

Mum and mi got something same same...
Hardly have a long lasting friendship.....

Mum de story..

Still remember when im very young,
she work in nite life (not telling detail)
She is dam strong mum..
My fucking dad..
die or alive is non of my problem..........
now back to her best pal story...

1st

When im abt... 7-8??
There is one auntie call pauline<--Donno how to spell..
She and mum is very good de pal..
work together,
and ever always come to our house..
family outing or so..
she also will join in..
ah ma also know her de......

Every yr de new yr...
She will join us go china town there buy cloth..
Cos mummy only end work after 3am..
so ah ma bring us go china town there meet mummy lo.

That day, stilll remember, very late le.
and due to chinese new yr eve,
mum and the auntie also didnt drink alot...
so don think they are drunk....
is can say 100% not drunk at all......

After buying cloth,
eating our so call "breakfast"
we go home..
mum drive..
the auntie go home too,
She herself got drive...

Remember on the chinese new yr..
1st day.....
One of the auntie or uncle called.....
say tat the auntie acutally kanna accident and die wor...

Still remember,
Mum cry the whole day,..
No new yr for us tat day....

2nd
A gal of mum friend too..
same,
come to our house..
just like our family....
End up become bitch tat kinda sluty tat even mi!
cant stand it..
Long story..
Blah blah blah!
she suxxxx!

and alot more..
but this 2 is the one i remember the most.....................................

Mum life are always tat hard...
If i can choose,
i wanna choose not to come into this world.
not tat im not happy of who i am.
not tat i don wanna be my mama de child.
Just tat i hope she chould have a better life without us.
without marry tat juke ass.
and str8 marry a better guy,.
marry someone will love her.
Dote her..
and give her a good family.
maybe she is now a rich wife.
or maybe not rich,
but with a happy family..

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

As for mi.....
I really don know how to handle friendship..
Maybe i don know how to bring up subject...
and sometime(most of the time) lazy to go out..
**i know tat**

Calling and talk talk is not wat I always do..
Sending sms...
I donno wat should i say..
Sometime miss those friend..
But donno wat to say...
Maybe im those Cold cold type ba =x

I really don think im able to handle a good friendship..
maybe some even 4gotten mi le..

Dear always say im so emo..
don wanna go out with friend...
but...
i also donno y..
=x
maybe this is the kinda of personnality ba..
I donno how to handle a friendship,
but FRIENDS are always important to mi...
******************************************
i Might not go to u and say i MIss you.
But, I always miss all my friend..
the day..
the time.
the happiness.
the sadness.
The joke.
the quarrel.
the fun.
and alot more..............................
******************************************

Friday

2009-03-27T13:51:00.002+08:00

Today iS friday le...
So happy.....

But,
Dear just call say....
Maybe.....
MAYBE he need to be in camp tml...
donno wat wat wat la..
haiz...
so sian........................

If he really in camp tml..
then our week end no more..
then need wait till next week end then can see him le...
cos next week he gonna stay in le..
haiz.....

If i don have so much medical problem.
guess i also go sign on..
wahahahaha..
last time when er jie sign on i got think of going too..

but too many doctor report..
=x
guess they wont even interview mi..
lolx.....

yesterday just sign up the M1 line with dear.....
But the free call only start tonight mid night...
So now still can call him lo....

tml going jog jog jog..
yappie!! :D
Donno y they all hate jogging tat much..
i love to jog..
the only thing i cant do is the stupid sit up & shuttle run...
sit up hurt my back..
shuttle run..
my knee can support the speedy...

if don have all those problem.
im sure i'm one of the nsf gal.....
wahahahaha...

Yesterday got one donno which ahpek add mi in msn..
its xxx88@hotmail.com..
i actually tot is my friend so add him in msn..
When he online,
ask who is he,
he actually say i don know him de.
he just happen to anyhow add..
Its like..
WTF..
y now de ppl like to anyhow add ppl.
fun meh?
BOLIAO LO!
*Think this kinda of joke is to cheat those xiao mei mei...

***Praying hard***
~~Hope Dear Don need Go back camp TML & only be back on MOnday~~

This song is nice!!

2009-03-26T10:00:00.004+08:00

Wonder Girls NoBody [원더걸스 노바디]

You Know I still Love You Baby. And it will never change.
*** I want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But You
난 다른
사람은
싫어
니가
아니면
싫어
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
난 싫은데
왜 날 밀어내려고
하니 자꾸 내말은
듣지 않고 왜 이렇게
다른 남자에게
날 보내려 하니
어떻게 이러니 날
위해 그렇단 그 말 넌
부족하다는 그 말 이젠
그만해 넌 나를 알잖아
왜 원하지도 않는걸 강요해
난 좋은데 난 행복한데
너만 있으면 돼 더 바랄게
없는데 누굴 만나서
행복하란 거야 난 널 떠나서
행복할 수 ...

**For sure i don understand the korean part...
but the Nobody Nobody PArt is nice...
and the music so nice ar....

Sending Dear

2009-03-24T10:48:00.002+08:00

Yesterday actually need wake at 5.30..
Leave his hm ar 6.45...

but overslep lo..
when wake already 6.30 liao..
then rush lo....

Didnt even wash my hair.
just bath and brush teeth.....
didnt even put my face cream too......

End up leaving his hm around 6.50....
Reach 7.56 lo...
Super JAM!
and JUst the ERP,
it cost $10 -_-"" (go nia, not yet add back de)

When reach there,
the gard man say.
"u all cant go in, only ur son can"
We like WTF!
wake so early, end up can go in,
only send till gate..
*don even have mood to cry..

After dear go in le,
i went to eat mee mee with his famliy...
The Meemee is the one dear always say,
"very NIce ar, when i free i bring u go"
GO till he go army i then get to eat lo...

But its really dam nice,
So kangpong taste..
yummy!

After eating..
went back to dear dear house.
cos his mama wanna go shopping..
Actually i wanna go home de,
but if go home like,
i also will keep anyhow think,
time will pass dam slow..
so i decided to go with them lo.

Went to Junction 8
Eat eat, super no mood..
Shop Shop, Super no mood...
Keep looking at Hp,
waiting for dear dear de sms....

And finally,
he called!!!
He say he is allowed to go home!!
WOOOOOwoowwwooooo!!
God Dote mi so much!!!
wahahhaha.

Im so dam happy to see him at nite..
Guess im so dam use to have him around..
:P

* i always worry tat when dear dear botak will ugly,
but..
no matter wat..
he is still the most handsome in my heart...
wahahhahaha...

So many day didnt see my Dar Ling (doggie)
miss dam so much lo..
yesterday when home...
my DarDar & LingLing Action lo!
call them don come..
keep go find dear dear!
HUMP~! angry!!!

I hate it!

2009-03-21T10:41:00.003+08:00

Been feeling so dam pain..

i didnt fall sick,
didnt hurt myself...

my heart is pain..
no one hurt my heart,
but...

somehow,
whenever i think of.....
2 week ++ cannot see my dear dear...
I kinda....
"xin xuan xuan"
heart very unwell,
the feeling..
unable to explain.....

I hate to spend my day without him.
i hate to go out without him.
i hate to wake without hearing his voice..
i hate to miss him tat badly...
I really hate it.

Im sure i gonna miss him dam badly..
been with him so long,
had never ever,
Never been apart with him so long..

Since the day we date...
we meet up everyday..
Never fail to do so.....
And now....
I gonna unable to see him for Dayssssss......

MOnday dear gonna go army le..
im so sure tat my heart will cry.
i will "TRY" no to cry out loud.... =x
i must NOt cry.....

He gonna go army,
he gonna be more xin ku then mi..
i must be strong..
so tat he wont be worry for mi..

I really hate this feel.
If i can..
i really wish to skip the dayssssss without him.......

He promise tat: I’ll be back so soon you won’t have time to miss me. Look after my heart — I’ve left it with you......

I really wish he could be back so soon tat i wont have time to miss him.............

WeekEnd

2009-03-16T17:25:00.003+08:00

Tot I could Enjoy sleeping on my WeekEnd,
But end up waking dam early also lo........

Sat

Wake around 7am.
Actually wanna eat mac b4 accompany aunt to hospital.
but dam tired la..
slack till 9am then wake..

Reach hospital just nice.. 10.45am..
after see doctor is abt 11++ nia..
went to eat the "qi ji"..
i love the "nasi lemak...
and the "popia.....
dear eat mee..
ahyi eat eggs set..
total 14++
so ex huh......

after eating,
went back to bedok..
actually wanted to buy food to dajie place cook,
but end up she at CC lo..
so bo bian..
go home...

Reach home play simSSSS
(Dear Dear buy for mi de..thanks Dear)

Dear Dear cook...
then eat..
then tats my sat..
kinda boring ar...................

Sunday...

Wake around 7am...
slack till 8am...
went down to help out lo..
donno got wat event la..
then full of ppl...

after helping...
went to wedding shop with dajie..
she trying on her wedding grown...
got 3 pc nice wor...
i like so much..
hehe,

But different ppl wear different feel.
when wear on mi,
don think will be tat nice too lo..
i choosed my bride maid grown too...
hehe...

**We Spend abt 4hr trying on the grown..**

After trying,
went to eat the "botak john"
donno izzit spell right..
but the chicken nice wor,...
i ate the fish..

well,
i really hate eating alot deep fry stuff,
after eating deep fry stuff making mi wanna vomit..
so end up didnt enjoy alot,
Guess tats my problem..
not the food problem'

*******************************************
Mum and jing sick lo..

mum Fever few day le,
like mi last week..
on off fever....

Jing keep vomit...
+today fever.....
Don think my fault ba...
-_-"

Don think i passed the virus to them,
Dear Dear been taking care of mi,
he also didnt fall sick wor...
so not my fault~~~~

But now funny ar,
my house like virus everywhere..
lolx....

*****STAY CLEAR TO BE VIRUS FREE!!!!!!
wahahahahahahaha

~~

2009-03-13T10:38:00.004+08:00

sometime i feel tat i miss ah ma so much....

When going out with dear dear,
i always saw those granny with their grandchild...
So nice..
so Sweet...
THey are so xin fu...

I always tell dear dear he is dam xin fu,
ah ma always there to cook for him,...
dote him....
talk to him.....

Still remember when we are young,
everyday wake up got Breakfast eat,
but yet still complain,
don like to eat in the morning...

Now looking at others,
wake up during weekend,
there is always a meal there for them,
Don have to worrk wat to eat during week end..
Got Granny dote......

they are so xin fu.......

Sometime our family just simply lack of "FAMILY LOVE"
My mum is those type...
Orbi type,
Love also don show and say...
And always busy with work...
and don really notice us,
even we fall sick...

WHen i fall sick, she is always the last to know..
i didnt say she is not good,
just tat i so jelouse those ppl have such a loving family...

haha..
BUt my mama is still always the good mama...
Those orbi type,
unlike ppl mum,
when fall sick will take care of u,
she is different,
she will scold,
but i know her scolding means with lots of LOVE too..

Like wat i say,
the is the ORBI mama..

Remmeber tat sat,
im sick,
went to dear dear house,
his mama gave mi wei yao to eat...
sunday still buy juice for mi....
touch my head to see if im still having fever.....
( seriously, when she touch my head, i almost cry out =x )

THats so nice of her...
My mum had not been doing tat for a long time...
THANKS~~~~

In their family,
there is always the family feel there....
THeir mum always care for them when they are sick,
their dad always ask them question or talk to them.....
The family....
is so nice.........

I still love my mum,
wahahaha,
i still use to it,
the way she behave like this,
if one day my mama become like dear mama i will scare...
wahahahha...
just simply too use to the orbi way of hers....

Another 13 days to the worst day of my life

2009-03-10T15:26:00.004+08:00

Im sad,
Really donno wat else can i say...
i hate the time moving,
can i skip this?
cut off these date?
i cant imagine how i gonna spend my day...

*not feeling that sick le*

Stmoach Flu?

2009-03-09T09:46:00.003+08:00

Monday, 2th march 2009

Wake up in the morning as normal,
went to work as normal...
reach office..
flu...........
Do my work fast fast,
(starting of mth alot thing do ar)
then taken half day off go home see doctor..
doctor say is stmoach flu....

Reach home rest rest....
when reach home,
Fever come visit mi...
i was given mc for 2 day anyway......

tue 3 march 2009
Flu,
fever...
dihorrea come visit mi...

4 march 2009
flu,
fever,
dihorrea,
Vomiting come visit mi.....

*went to see doctor again....

thurs 5 march & fri 6 march 2009
die die MUST go to work,
Well feeling recover,
feeling much more better..............

Sat 7 march 2009
Working half day,
waked morning feeling okok...
nothing much different..
went to work..
reach office.
head like got a big rock inside..
so dam pain & heavy.
around 11++ FEVER...
meet my dajie & aunt after work go eat dim sum..
end up i didnt eat much..
wanna go shopping also didnt go le..

WEnt to dajie home rest..
Fever..
high fever....* on, off, on, off
Sleep..
eat...
sleep.....
go dear dear house...

sunday 8 march 2009

fever,*on, off, on, off
dihorrea,
Stmoach like got a big ballon gonna burst any time..
gonna break anytime..

it meak mi recall of 3 yrs ago..
3yrs ago i was hopitalized.
the feeling...
the pain...
100% same...

Walk also pain
eat also pain..
drink also pain
move also pain...

wat is the cause??
i don know..
i really don understand...

monday 9 march 2009
wake up..
fever gone.. not sure will be back ma....
stmoach still pain like F..
walk to mrt like walking 万里长城..
take the mrt 30 min like 30 hr..
so dam pain..
but i told myself..
i don wan to go hospital!!!
i sure can tahan!
sure gonna recover!

i still remember 3 yrs ago..
went to hospital.
nothing much they found...
everyday draw my blood.
everyday injection nia..
went for endoscope (scope 2 time b4),
BOTH nth found..
went for 1 more test, donno wat name,
also nothing found..
end up still don get well...

i hate eating yao!!!!
I hate Vomiting!!
I hate stupid Stmoach ach
i hate falling sick!!!!

SOng

2009-02-27T09:26:00.001+08:00

My DearDear LOve This SOng~

分開之後另一年的春天
記憶也像下雪一樣溶解
那些有你在身邊的影片
呼的一聲飛的老遠老遠
愛在夏天過完之後鎖在秋天
捱過冬天之後的我好了一些
嘿雨後的天上
彩虹出現
襯出一片藍天
我在淋過一場大雨之後的晴朗
那是春雨裡洗過的太陽
每個冬季帶來失落
傷得多深
然後忽然看懂雲的形狀

If you listen to the rhythm of the pouring rain
那是春雨裡洗過的太陽
每個冬季帶來失落
傷得多深
每個呼吸都是
新(你)的芬芳
流下的眼淚
留下了智慧
愛情會天亮也一定會黑
世界會等我
他问我冬天过去没

PIc

2009-02-24T14:36:00.010+08:00

~~~MiMiMi~~~

*THeSNowGaL*

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~COld DRink 4U~

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~~MI`Afflin`Tifflin~~

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~Look Interesting ar~

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~Game Game~

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~~Sleeping Bueaty~~

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~2 PIG~

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~Mi& Afflin~

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~CardTIme~

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~WHile Waiting for Bus TO KL~

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~Dad`mum`MI~

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~2 MOnkey NOw~

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~We Are The ONe that NO one wanna~

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MI& Afflin**AGAIN!

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Mi~Afflin~Tifflin

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Pinky`Eve

You took My heart Away

Wet wet!

Sunday Fat!

My Eye

Tired

Life

Right or wrong?

CNY~

Dream

Wawa~1

Again....

befor 24,

dinner

DamF`UpDay!

Annual Dinner

sad sad sad

Bday

Moodless

Hi My Sweetheart 海派甜心

Life

Poor dog

Lucky~~

NIGHTMARE

Sleepy

Genting

Kevin Richardson With Lion!!

OMG!!!

21

Tree

Today

Dear Advance Bday

Thurs

Weekend

Sad

心理有数 你会被什么拴住、套牢。

Dam Fking Freak!

wed & thur

Tired

Sat

Smile Smile

Memories

~~~

Helpless

STOP

Sad

Poor Life

Dose their mum teach them?

OMG

SO cute!

Happy Sat~~~

~Life~

Happy

The JOke of My day

妹妹你真美

FriendShip

Friday

This song is nice!!

Sending Dear

I hate it!

WeekEnd

~~

Another 13 days to the worst day of my life

Stmoach Flu?

SOng

PIc

心理有数你会被什么拴住、套牢。